The little Secret

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It was the last day , everyone was their just hoping that Lila would wake up . It's been a Stressful day . Everyone looked like a messy we haven't left Lila side because we want to be there when she woke up but nothing had happen . Nobody talked we were like zombies .We kept looking at our phones to see what time it was it was 6:43 pm and time was running out . I just kept holding her hand in mine . One of the nurses was so sweet that she brought us food and some water and she keeps saying that everything is going to be okay . And I had Cater was on my other side and holding my hand . I wished it was me not Lila she had so much things to to in life like singing ,sports and find the perfect man for her and have a beautiful life and we were going to grow and still be best friends . I had enough with sitting there for hours and I just couldn't just sit there so I walked out and took a deep breath . When I walked out of the hospital it felt cold breeze on my face it was a cloudy day .I just knew what I had to do . So I got into the car and drove to my favorite place to take this pain away . I went to my old dance  Studio . When I walked in everyone new me . It felt like a warm hug when I got my dance clothes on . I started to play tear of an angel . Dance my heart to it and songs keep playing and I kept dancing . It felt so good to let go of the stressed out of body and mind . It made me feel happy and not feel anything just dance and have no care in the world . When I looked at my phone it was 9:00 and I got here at 7:20 . So I went back to dance and then I hear a little nock on the door and it was my old dance teacher . I ran to her and hugged her .
Mrs.white : hey honey how are you doing I haven't seen you in 2 years
Me : yea just a lot of things is happen and I didn't have time to dance .
Mrs.white : I'm so happy that you came back
Me: yea I miss dancing . " I got back to my land and then I hear my phone go off . I picked up and my heart drop when I looked at the name :carter .  My whole body shivered and my thump was shaking ,I wasn't ready to hear the news . I wasn't but I picked up the phone
Carter : Skyler were are you . And we have some news to tell you ."
me : okay * I started to breath slowly * you can tell me
Carter : she didn't make it
I just felt to the ground .
Carter : are you okay
Me : I have to go ." Just hanged up . My head running  all around, I just don't know what I should feel like my whole body is num . It's just feels like Someone just ripped my heart out . I slowly get my dance stuff and walk off. I drove to the hospital just to say good bye to her . When I walked in ,they were covering her body with a white tarp. I walked up to her and kissed her  four head and just faced the wall and held her hand for the last time . * it was a Sunday and it was beautiful .lila and I were on the ground just talking about life and what we want to grow up and how are lives were going to be . * that was one of my favorite moments with her . The nurse came by me and whispered " honey it's time to let go . " I let go and hugged my mom . I didn't want her to go . Everyone didn't say anything they just put their face down and when I looked at carter and he's mom they were heartbroken . This going to be hard not to have Lila in my life . I hope she is happy up there and watching us . Like they say God takes the best one with him