The little Secret

11

I wake up by my my phone going off and I answer it and it was 3:00 am . It was my mom ,she was crying and then my heart dropped when she said
Mom: Lila go into a car crush and she looks very bad !"
Me : * yelling * wait what is she okay what happen tell me what happen !!"
Mom: I don't know but she's on a coma and I think you need to come home and see her okay . " I tell her that I'm flying home today . When I was getting ready I didn't realize that I was crying and Connor walks in and runs to me and Hughes me
Connor : what happen baby
Me * crying * my best friend got into a cry crush
Connor : everything is going to be okay
Me * yelling * no it's not I'm going to loose my best my sister I can't have that and the last time I talked to her we got into a big fight and I don't want to leave it like that Connor ."
Connor just hugged me . I tell him that I'm going to fly home and I don't know when I'm coming back to L.A . When I got down stares I saw all the boys down there ready to have me a good bye hug but no sign of Kian . I got pick up by my taxi and I got on the plane and all I could think about is Lila okay what happen if I never get to see her ever again and I start to cry and the woman sitting next me asked me everything is okay and I tell her thank you and then she says : she is going to be okay and this ain't the end okay . " after taking to her I started to fall asleep and when I woke up it was time to leave the plane . I text my mom to pick me up . When she got there she got out and hugged me an, I started to cry.
Me : I don't want to loose her mom
Mom: everthing is going to be okay honey." Me:"I'm so scared to loose her , we have know each other sense we were like little girls and our parents are very close to each other .she like my sister I never had . My drove me to see Lila and I was shacking to see her . So when we got in the hostel and walked to her room . I open the door and see her laying there with a bruised face and she looked so weak . And her leg was broken ,her hands had cuts ,blood and her lips had some cuts . I ran to her And sat next her and holding her hand
Me : we need you okay you can't leave me like this , I know your not happy with me but I don't want to end this like this okay and we love you to much to let you go okay ." Then I stopped and I wish this was a Nightmare something to tell me she was okay . I watched her and remember when she helped me out when I didn't get anything or she had my back . Our little stupid inside jokes . And how she tried to makes jokes but she was very bad at it . It been 8 hours that I have been here and my mom tells me that I need to get some sleep but I tell her no so she just leave me alone with Lila . I have been with her for 18 hours and my mom tells me that I need to go home and sleep . I have a kiss on Lila on her forehead and goodbye . When I hit home I ran to my room and just to scream and cry . My mother just watched me and she couldn't do anything to get me down . She was feeling the pain I was feeling . When dinner was done she called me down and I went to the dinner table and my eyes were puffy , hair was messy , clothes all dirty and wrinkled and red form crying and not sleeping . I looked like a mess . I just looked at my plate and moved my food around it I couldn't eat and it was a big deal for me because I love my food but I just want to cry . Later that night I cried my self to sleep.