Wanted

Chapter 23: End

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Chapter 23: End

*2 years later*

~Emily Edwards~

It's been exactly 2 years since Louis bailed me out of jail. It's been, well... difficult. The fans, they don't like me. Some do, some have forgiven me. Most of them haven't. Now I am the most hated girlfriend. Everyone loves Perrie, who is now married to Zayn. Which I understand because she is an amazing person. She's a great cousin as well, I am happy for them. It's kind of strange being cousins with a member of the band that your boyfriend is in though, After Liam and Danielle broke up he got a new girlfriend, Sophia. People didn't like her either but after last year the fans figured out that she is a really nice girl and loves Liam. Niall soon got a girlfriend last year as well. Her name is Ashley, and we are amazing friends. It isn't the same without Lindsey and Sierra though, I met Eleanor and now she is my best friend. She introduced me to Danielle also. Perrie, Sophia, Danielle, Eleanor, Ashley and I all will go out on occasion. It isn't even awkward between Danielle and Sophia and Eleanor and I.

My parents have forgiven me, and Louis and I will go and have lunch and dinner with them all of the time. It's really nice to be loved by my family again. Every other week I will go and visit either Oliver, Owen, Lindsey or Sierra. It's great to at least see them sometimes. I talk with all of them for the most time I can. It isn't the same, but it's something.

Louis makes me extremely happy all of the time. He is an amazing person. I'm used to the fame becasue of my life before all of this, but it's the hate. Nothing has been the same since I got out. Everything has seemed sad, Basically half the world hates me, my friends are in jail, people keep asking me why I kidnapped One Direction, the rumors are a lot to deal with, I can't get a job, and I broke my leg last year and I can't continue dancing anymore. It all just seemed to go down hill.

It was our two year anniversary of when we got back together so Louis is taking me out to some really fancy restaurant tonight. I really want to see him but there is this nagging feeling in my stomach. I call Eleanor to come over to help me get ready for tonight and so I could talk to her about the feeling.

I got in the shower and when I got out Eleanor arrived at my house.

"Ok we have 2 hours. So got up stairs and lets get to it!" She exclaimed as she burst through my door. Who would of ever thought I would get along so well with Louis' ex-girlfriend?

Eleanor blow-dried my hair, then curled it, braided it along the back of my head then put it up in a slightly "messy" bun on the side of my head. This alone took at least an hour for her to do. Next she started on my makeup.

"So whats wrong?" She questioned as she aplied my foundation

"I have this feeling like this isn't right." She stopped powdering my face and looked at me. She gave me a look and continued to apply the powder.

"What do you mean?" She asked slightly confused. Slowing down her makeup process to listen to me better.

"I mean, is all of this, I mean like the relationship worth it? It hasn't been the same since we broke up and then got back together after I got out. It just seems strange. Like it doesn't have the same feeling. I love Louis, don't get me wrong, but I just don't know anymore." She nodded her head as she started to apply blush to the sides of my face.

"Oh. Well what I'm doing better not be for nothing."

"Eleanor i'm serious, I really don't know what to do."

"I know. Maybe when you go tonight, see what he has planned, and if it still doesn't feel right then we can decide what to do. Maybe the feeling is really that you aren't with your friends anymore, the hate isn't that bad really when you look at it like well, that Meghan girl you told me about. Just imagine all of the people sending you hate is just her behind several different profiles. They don't deserve your attention. But you should go and enjoy your date with Louis. Because knowing him, he has something big planned. I don't think he wants you to be upset through the entire date. He loves you Em. Try and focus on that." She told me finishing up my makeup with bright red lip stick.