This day is just so freaking great! We are on our way to Phoenix when Rita stopped the van out of nowhere because one of the tires at the back was flat.
Now, here I am, under the sun, changing the tires, which I don't even know how; because I quote, "Since you are Cara's slave, you're the one changing the tires." said the bitch with a smirk.
She's really getting into my nerves! Argh! And I don't have any say or choice because I am a "slave".
They are all inside doing God knows what while I am here; still don't have any idea how to change these thing.
It is so hot! I am so thirsty; sweat is rolling from my forehead to my neck. My eyes started to blur, 'til all of it blackens and I don't have any idea what happened next.
Cara's POV
I think the princess is done changing the tires because the sound of metal clacking suddenly stopped.
Suki's head rest on my shoulder, while she is sleeping. It's not what it really fucking looks like! Suki and I were best friends ever since the day we were born, so this is our normal, to flirt and be clingy to each other.
She likes boys and I like girls.
I love her, but she's straight. I admitted it to her but she doesn't want to ruin our friendship. After that confession, it feels like nothing really had changed between us. No awkwardness or any strange feelings in between.
She said she loved me too though, but not more than a friend. That really hurts me, because I can't be with her the way I want it to.
Love is a very complicated thing.
One day you're strangers, second you're friends, then lovers, then the next you're fingering each other under the table while having a fancy dinner trying to act normal to not gain attention.
Minutes passed and still no princess. I looked at Jourdan, she's fast asleep. I don't know how she does it, but she's like 18 hours asleep every day!
Wifey is annoying as fuck! She's having this phone sex with the guy we bought the burner phone from, yeah, the one at that strange store. She's using this raspy, sexy voice of hers hat made my stomach turn upside down. I cringe.
I can't take this now! I need air!
I slowly slide off Suki to not wake her up.
Oooooh. That was smooth.
That's how I escape from those one night stand. You know, I am kinda pro!
Just kidding! I am not that kind of a girl. I only fall in love once, and yeah that's with Suki. But after that, I only date, but never really met someone I am head over heels.
I don't do flings or any relationship that has no goals.
I want to be involved in a relationship where I know that that girl would be my wife soon.
I will treat that girl like a queen. I will write songs about her. I will sing songs to let her sleep. I will write poems about her. Hell, I would write a book just to let her know the little things I love about her.
I will look at her like she's the only girl in the world, the only star in the galaxy, the only planet in the universe, the only fish in the sea, the only tree in the forest, the only air I can breathe.
I want to experience that kind of love where you sacrifice everything you have just to make that person happy. I know this sounds crazy, but I would fucking do that.
Not even my friends nor even my family can stop me from making my girl happy.
I walked at the back of the van humming my favorite song.
Then I saw my princess lying there on the ground. I hurriedly go to her and sit beside her resting her head on my lap. I tapped her cheeks trying to wake her up.
"Princess! Princess! Wake the fuck up!" I exclaimed, but I got no response.
I never stopped tapping her cheeks. Oh fuck, I don't know what to fucking do! This is the first fucking time I felt this worried about someone I didn't even fully know. I knew this was a bad decision!
"Princess! Princess! Just woke the fuck up and I won't fucking let you do anything again! Not even lift a chair or open a fucking door! "I said, worry can be heard on my voice and plastered on my face.
She started to squint her eyes, and then it opened slowly.
"Gigi, my Gigi, why did you have to leave me?", she said in a very slow and sad tone, then she blacked out again.
Who the freaking hell is Gigi?
Let's stop with that Gigi, for now. I'll know her soon.
I carried her bridal style.
"Suki! Rita! Help me!" I scolded them.
Suki woke up and in a shock when she has seen me carrying my princess.
"What the actual fuck happened to her?" she asked worriedly, while fixing the seat so I could lay my princess down.
Suki is really more than the person she is showing. She is the sweetest, kindest, most thoughtful person I know. She's really just a bitch to persons she doesn't know.
"I just found her lying on the ground." I said, still worried. I mean who won't be? When you have seen someone lying on the freaking ground, who wouldn't panic?
"This was my entire fault! I never should've approved of her coming with us! If she isn't really that hot and have that pull over me, I would've never approved of her coming!" I said frustratingly, while trying to fan my princess with the song book or magazine I have seen.
Then I felt eyes were on me, I looked up and saw Suki, Jourdan and Rita wide eyed. Then that's when I had just realized what I had said.
Did she really have that pull over me though? I mean maybe I just said that because I am worried or maybe because I had panicked.
I heard my princess cough, I hope she doesn't heard anything I had just said.
"Water, water." She ask. Rita gave me a bottled water, I opened the bottle and helped her sit up to drink.
"What the hell happened?" she asked again, clearly she's unaware of anything that happened.
Whooo. I hoped she's unaware of what I had said too.
I need to talk to them about what I had just said about my princess.
Wait, wait, wait. Did I just really said "my princess"?
What the fucking hell is happening to me?!
Maybe I am just really worried about her.
"Believe what you want to believe in, Delevingne!", my conscience said.
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So the last few days, I've been really sad about CaKe.
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Hope they hangout sooon!
I'll still try to finish this fic.
sending y'all love! xx.
