The Risks of Loving (Markiplier x Reader)

Chapter Five - I'm Lost Without You

Before I start this chapter, credit on the name of this chapter is to the song I'm Lost Without You by Blink 182.

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Marks POV

Finally, five hours later the nurse came back out. "You can see her now," she said softly. I got up and walked into her hospital room. She had two ivy's in and bandages covering her arms and legs. Also a wrap around her stomach from being stabbed. She wasn't conscious yet. I kissed her forehead and gently held her hand. "I love you," I whispered. I looked over at her phone to see messages exploding it from Suzy, Amanda, Molly, and Mandy then I looked down at my phone to see Arin, Danny, Bob, Wade, and Matthias blowing up my phone. I just texted them all what was going on and they all said they where coming down. I slumped into the chair next to (F/N)'s bed. I kissed her hand gently and let a tear roll down my cheek. Suddenly the hospital door opened. Matthias and Amanda came in first. They looked over at (F/N). Amanda covered her mouth as Matthias looked over at me. He hugged me as I allowed another tear roll down my cheek. "I'm sorry," Matthias said. "We can't stay very long though." Amanda nodded. "Yeah, we gotta go to Matthias' mom's house," Amanda said. "Check on her and stuff." I gave them a weak smile. "Okay," I replied. "Thanks for stopping by." Matthias smiled back and said, "No problem." Amanda added, "We might come back tomorrow. It just depends on mom." They walked out of the door and I went into the bathroom and recorded on my phone. "Hey guys," I sighed. "I wont be updating for a while. (F/N) is in the hospital. She was almost murdered so I'll be in the hospital for a while." I gave a week smile into the camera. "So yeah," I continued. "Thought you guys needed to know. So I will see you in the next video. Buh-bye!" I said weakly. I uploaded the video and came back into (F/N)'s room. I kissed her cheek and wiped away my tears. Suddenly, the door opened again. Arin, Danny, and Suzy walked in. Suzy gasped, "Oh my god!" A tear flew down her cheek, causing her make-up to smear a little. Danny's face stained with sadness. He didn't cry though. Arin's eyes watered a little as he hugged Suzy to calm her down. Danny came up to me and gently patted my back. "I'm really sorry Mark," Danny softly said. "Are you gonna be okay?" I just nodded then Suzy's phone went off. "Shit," she whispered. "I'm sorry Mark. We gotta go. We will try to swing by tomorrow." Suzy gave me a small smile and walked out the door with Arin and Danny. I sighed and looked back over at (F/N). She looked like she was suffering. I feel like a worthless piece of shit right now. Then a small knock echoed through the room as the door opened. The door slowly opened as a soft voice said, "Sorry we were kind of late. We can't stay to long because we are needed back at home." Molly, Wade, Bob, and Mandy walked in. Molly looked over at (F/N) first and quickly turned away trying to hide tears. Wade had to comfort her. Mandy then covered her mouth and tightly squeezed her eyes shut, allowing a tear to roll down. Bob had to rub her back to calm her down. "Mark," Wade said. "I am so sorry." "Yeah," Bob added. "Are you alright?" I nodded. "Don't be its not your fault," I said. "And I'll be fine." They all nodded and we stood around (F/N)'s hospital bed for a little bit. "Well," Mandy said. "We should head out." Molly looked down at her phone. "Yeah," Molly added. "Keep us updated." They then walked out of the door. I walked over and gently kissed her forehead again. I held her hand as I felt my tears, beginning to burn my eyes. I began to cry. "(F/N)," I whispered. "You're gonna be okay. Just know I need you to get better. I'm lost without you."