Falling for my boyfriend's best friend(Phil Lester/ Dan Howell Fan Fic)

Chapter 11

Phil's POV

I woke up after about 5 minutes of being told that I had to stay here for a while. I needed to see Raven. She is mad at me, but I at least need to see her and her gorgeous eyes and her beautiful face. I got out of bed and looked at Oli's bed to find him fast asleep with his phone beside him. God who are you texting at this hour? You need to stop this addiction you have I thought to myself. I put on my cookie monster slippers, cause those are the only ones I got from my house, and made my way to the door, trying not to make a sound. I opened the door silently and closed it behind me without bothering Oli or anyone in this wing of rooms. I went down a flight of stairs and opened the door to Susan and Raven's room. Susan was asleep, but Raven's sheets were messed up, without her in them. She must be in the bathroom I thought as I looked at their bathroom door. A note?  I read it to myself quickly.

Dear Phil, Mum and other loved ones,

I'm sorry it has came to this, but I'm sorry I have ruined your lives for all of you, To Phil, I'm sorry about me wasting your life for so long. You could have done something great like became a weatherman or something, but you are better with Jessica. Your mum was right, I'm just a slut that everyone knows but everyone hates.

I'm sorry

with much love, Ravenna Grace Buxton

I read it twice to make sure I read it right. I freaked out and ran to their door and also barged their door down and to see Raven on the floor, with her arm bleeding a lot. I read her arm and it said "I'm sorry"

I looked at her and she looked back.

"I'm sorry..." she told me as her eyes closed. I yelled for help as I cried on Raven's maidenly physic. I felt her body as Susan woke up and came rushing into he bathroom.

"Go get help now!" I yelled at Susan and she ran to the emergency help button under their side table. I helped Raven by wrapping a bandage around her arm to prevent more blood from coming out. When I finished wrapping her arm, I was pulled out of the room by one of the owners of the foster home as paramedics came and took Raven. I listened on their conversation until one of them checked for a heartbeat.

"We need to stitch her up now and try to get her heart back! Now!" one of the male paramedics yelled to get the other two to get them stitching needles and defibrillators. I panicked and started to get into the bathroom, but was held back from the male owner.

"I have to do something! She is the love of my life! I'm the Mario to her Peach and I need to save her!" I yelled as I tried to get to her, but was held tightly by the owner. I was forced out of the room as I began to cry. I didn't want her life to end because of me. It's my fault I when with Jessica. It's my fault I didn't realize that I was having sex with the wrong person. It's my fault that I didn't call the police 6 years ago when Raven needed me to. It's all my fault. I was taken out of the hallway and taken downstairs to a room they use for therapy. All I could do was cry. My princess would be gone. And it would be all my fault.

"Phil, I know this is hard for you, but they need to try and save your princess so you can be with her, you just got to let them do their job." The owner told me, trying to calm me down. After about what seemed like forever, I calmed down and saw Raven, on a stretcher and being wheeled from the elevator to the front doors. I resisted to go running after her until a paramedic came over to talk to the owner.

"We are doing everything that we can to get her to the hospital and for her to be okay and healthy again. But, if for some reason her body would not take the medicine to help her heart rate, I'm afraid she will lose her life." The male paramedic told the owner. I couldn't believe my own ears. When the owner loss grip of my body weight, which wasn't that much because I'm skinny, I ran out the front doors and hopped into the back of the ambulance, to find a lifeless Raven, on a stretcher, with heart monitors and medical stuff hooked up to her and beside her body. I sat on the bench beside her and held one of her medical poles that held the medicine slightly as two more paramedics came into the back of the ambulance. They closed the doors with me in the back and we started heading to the hospital.

~Few minutes later~

When we got to the hospital, two doctors came out of the hospital and opened the back of the doors to the ambulance. The paramedics helped get Raven and her equipment out of the ambulance and into the hospital so they could stitch her arm up. I pulled out my phone and clicked my phone to look at my lock screen. It was the most beautiful picture of her I have since I met her. It was 3 years  ago, I was 12 and we went to the fair with my mum and Martin. We went on the swings together and we held hands. I kissed her cheek as a 'joke' and she acted all surprised when I did. This was the best day of my life and I will never have the same feeling again.

Doctor Random's POV (I don't know so I'm going with it)

"We have a girl here that tried to commit suicide. Her name is Ravenna Grace Buxton and she is 14. Her father is no longer living and her mother is in the hospital badly injured. She lives in the foster home for the abandoned. Her closest relative is Philip Michael Lester, her boyfriend as he told us and the rest of her relatives are no where near England " a nurse on my left said as we rushed through the hallway to get Raven to the emergency room.

"Great. Get her set up in the emergency room and get her hooked up for surgery." I told the two nurses on either side of me. 

"Yes Doctor Random." The two female nurses replied in sync. They took Raven to an empty surgery room while I took myself to the doctor's prep room to, of course, prep for surgery. I washed my hands and put on latex gloves. I put on 'scrubs' and a surgery gown. I finished tying my gown up as Doctor Holmes walked into the room.

"Surgery for a patient Doctor Holmes?" I asked as I was tying the  last two strands of my gown.

"Yeah. We got a 45 year old that tried fixing a bike with a chainsaw. Big piece of metal in his head that we have to take out. You got a live one?" He asked.

"Don't know. The paramedics leveled her heart rate  in the ambulance and so they are trying to keep it that way till we stitch her up. 14 year old suicidal foster kid. Amazing story she had on her records." I told him. I got my headlamp and mask on and went to my surgery room with Raven hooked up and made absolutely sure that she was asleep.

~15 minutes later~

Phil's POV

It has been a little over 15 minutes since I saw my princess. I had so many thoughts going through my head that I didn't have time to even sleep. It was about midnight now and I really wanted to sleep, but I can't until I know Raven is okay. I almost started playing on my phone till the doctor came out.

"Phil Lester?" he asked me, taking off him surgery mask

"Yeah that's me." I replied, standing up to face him.