Nolan has been staring at me for the past 5 minutes. He looks at my face then his eyes shift to my stomach. It's really starting to irritate me. Speaking of irritating, Chasity is at the top at the moment. I want out of this stupid closet but she won't let me out until all of this is resolved.
"Is it mine?" Nolan asked.
"No it's the Easter Bunny's. Yes Nolan. You're the only one I have been with since I left Brandon last year." I scowled. Speaking of Brandon that's what scares me the most about having this baby. What would he do if he finds out.
"I'm not ready to be a dad.." He stuttered looking down. "Have you thought about abortion?"
"And you think I am ready to be a mom? No I didn't think about that. I don't want to kill my child. Have you?" I asked looking at him like he was stupid.
"No, I wouldn't do that.. What about adoption?"
"Nolan, I'm keeping this baby. I don't want to have my child being raised by some strangers and even if it was open I wouldn't want to know that the adoptive parents get to teach them their first words or how to walk and talk. I want to do that, with or without you."
"No.. It's best if I don't have anything to do with you guys. I will give you money to buy stuff for it."
"Nolan, I don't want your money." I said shaking my head and standing up. "I want you to be there for the baby so it can have it's dad." I stood in front of him and put his hand on my stomach. He gulped and looked at my stomach.
"Okay, I want to help. But this doesn't mean we are going to be together." He said pulling his hand back.
"I know, just be a dad." I said looking away. I wasn't thinking about us as a couple, but that did hurt. Nolan banged on the door and told Zak to let us out.
Nolan looked at me before he walked out. "I'll think about it." Then he walked down the hall. Zak looked at me questionably then followed after him. Chasity looked at me and gave me a small smile.
"I'm sorry. I knew you wouldn't tell him without a push." She said walking over to me. I leaned against the locker and crossed my arms. "But from what he said I shouldn't have."
"No, it's fine. It needed to be done and I would have never done it. But how can he think about it? I will have the evidence in a few months and I can't just choose whether or not I want to be here." I said scowling. Chasity nodded her head and looked at the time on her phone.
"Come on. We are already late." She pulled my arm down to class. Lucky me this is the class I have with Nolan. Note the sarcasm. I'm so glad Chasity is in here. I'm so tempted to rip his head off. He already had some girl draped on his arm. But he looked distracted. He looked at me and then stared at my stomach. I grabbed it protectively and then let go. I do not want anyone to know yet. Chasity and I sat down in the back away from everyone.
"Okay class. Please settle down." Our teacher Mr. Holdings said after the bell rang. "Today we have a new student. Brandon Yoik please stand up." Some kid stood up then faced me. My heart stopped and I looked at Chasity. It's my Brandon. Well my ex Brandon. I want nothing to do with him. He smirked at me and sat down. I stood up and walked out of the classroom ignoring Mr. Holdings.
"Cam! Are you okay?" Chasity said coming out after me.
"Yeah, you go back in. I'll see you later. I don't feel well and just want to go home. Can you get my work for me?"
"You better text me if anything happens or you need something. I'll bring food home when schools over." Chasity said hugging me then walking back into the classroom. I seriously don't know what I would do without her. Nolan walked out of the classroom just as I was turning to leave.
"I've decided. I want to be there for our baby. I want to teach it stuff and be there when life isn't so good. I want to help him get ready for his day at school. Or I want to kick the guys ass that breaks our daughters heart. All I know is that I'm sorry for being a jerk, I was just shocked. But that's not an excuse. Do you forgive me?" He asked looking into my eyes. I nodded my head with tears in my eyes. He hugged me and then pulled away. "Where are you going?"
"Home. I don't feel well. I'll text you later on how I'm doing." I said stepping away from him.
"Okay, be careful." He said smiling then walking back into class. I hope this mood of his last. I walked out to my car and drove home. Right when I pulled up I had to jump out of the car and puke into a bush.
"FML. Just eff if." I groaned. I heard chuckling. I turned and seen Jordan standing by his car. How did I not see him? I scowled at him and started walking up to my house. He grabbed my arm and touched my stomach. I grabbed his hand and pulled it away from my stomach.
"So it's true? Brandon won't be happy Cameron. But you know how to make people mad don't you? I'm just here to deliver a message. Brandon says you are his and if you think that this Nolan guy will come between you guys.. well he will just have to take him out of business. He said the kids his from now on." Jordan told me smirking and letting go of my arm.
"Screw you and screw him." I spat. What is he going to do in public?
"Listen here you little bitch. If you want to keep that baby and Nolan alive you better listen. Oh, and tell Chasity I miss her and will be seeing her." He said walking to his car, getting in, then driving away. I stood there speechless. How am I supposed to get rid of Nolan? I can't let him get hurt because of me. We can't run again. There is nothing to do, except to listen to what Brandon says.
