shadow's story

happy together...

" kuroko let's get some food I'm hungery. "

" You are always hungery kagami-kun."

"Well unlike you, I actually eat!"

" I do eat. Just not as much as baka over here."

I remember all the "good " times we had at maji burger. Was it all and act? Just to use me. I was close to the generation of miracles , I knew how they play, I have misdirection .Was that all they wanted from me?

Through the window of maji burger I can see all of the generation getting on well, eating burgers. Maybe I was successful. They all looked happy together... I single tear ran down my cheek.

"Happy together " without me.

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I adventurly made it back home. Before stepping through the door, I wipped away my tears and composed myself. No one can know that I feel this way, I'll just be a burden.

There is a reason why gom and seirin left me...it's because I'm useless.
Everyone has improved so much and I'm still the same.
Boring. Old. Plain. Kuroko.

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"I'm home. " I say while walking into the kitchen.

" That not a polite way to greet your parents after being gone for two week! " my mother shouts looking flushed.

"Honey please calm down. " father says rushing to her side to calm the lady down.

Ever since my real father left , mother has been having mood swings. She get especially angery at me because I look like a younger version of father. I think he also had misdirection but I'm not sure. Mother never dares to talk about him.

"Get out! " she screams. " leave just like your father did. He never really loved me! "

I stepped back a bit, why does everyone hate me. Mother and father would probly still be together and happy if I werent for me being born.

"Kuroko please leave... Go to your room and stay there intill I say so."
My step dad always calms mother down. Before he was here mother would hit me, although I would never feel it.
I left like a shadow. I went into my room and shut the door. Why is it me who ruins everyone's life?!
I sighed and flopped onto my bed.

"When I wake up it will all be better. When I wake up it will all be better. When I wake up i- "

I hear my bedroom door open.....