What do you do when everything comes crashing down?
What do you do when life gives you more than you can bare?
What do you do when you need an escape?
I have so many questions and so little answers
On a day to day basis I feel like I can't do this
I feel trapped
I feel broken
I feel empty
I feel numb.
Everything is so messed up I've lost hope that things will get better
Maybe happiness and love and friendship are just not for me.
I'm afraid to be happy
I'm afraid to get close to people
I'll get attached I know it.
When ever I'm happy it gets ripped away
When ever I get attached they walk away.
I can't do this anymore.
I want to die
Yet I want to live
I just want someone to save me
I just want someone to love me
I just want someone to treat me like I deserve to be treated.
Maybe people are treating me like I deserve
Maybe I do deserve to be treated like crap
Maybe I'm nothing
Maybe I have no purpose
Maybe this is all a joke.
Maybe it's my fault they left
Maybe it's my fault my dad left
Maybe it's my fault no one loves me In the romantic way I long for.
Maybe
Maybe
Maybe.
It's my fault
It's my fault
It's my fault.
I can't
I can't
I can't.
What do I do
What do I do
What do I do?
I need an escape
I need an escape
I need an escape.
I'm dying to live
Something's gotta give..
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Ι Walĸ Alone..
PoetryJust poetry. Maybe it sucks. Maybe it doesn't. Sorry if it does. Comment if you want. Maybe vote too? WARNING: triggering. If you don't like sad,depressing, or dark things, I suggest you don't read this.
