Remembering Love

Twenty-Four (part one)

I managed to struggle my way through three weeks of work, the good thing was it was somewhat slow but I was bored out of my mind the entire time. To be honest I thought I would have lost my job a long time ago I can't believe my boss was cool enough to understand my situation, she can be a real hard ass.

I know I only just met Harry about a month ago, but we have gotten really close and I really like him, actually I think I love him. I have never said that about a guy, or anyone to think of it.

I am still living at Natalie's house for now but I have been saving up for a house, although I have been doing their cooking and grocery shopping, I do my best to help out. Even though Natalie says I don't have to do that I know she appreciates it.

It is getting towards the end of the summer and the boys, Natalie, and Sophia all wanted to go to the beach for the weekend.

They chose to go to Bora Bora, this is the most beautiful place in the world.

The boys were hanging out at Liam's flat brainstorming ideas for their next song called Drag Me Down, it was the first song they have done since Zayn left. Natalie and I are helping Sophia plan for the trip.

"Taylor I really wish you were going, why aren't you?" Sophia questioned.

"I don't have the money right now, it's super expensive to get a room in the middle of nowhere let alone Bora Bora!"

"I told you I would pay for you." Natalie said.

"No! You already let me stay at your place and use your car I couldn't."

"Taylor its no trouble at all, you know that."

"Taylor you have to go!! Let me pay for you." Sophia said.

"I couldn't let you do that." I replied.

Sophia made a face that was disappointed then she had gotten distracted with her clothes.

"Should I bring a fancy dress? Knowing them they will go to some insanely fancy place just for the hell of it" she laughed.

I saw an amazing dress for Sophia.

"What about that one" I sad as they looked where I pointed.

"Gorgeous!" Natalie gasped.

"Perfect!" Sophia said glowing as she took it off the rack and almost running to the dressing room.

When Sophia came out she was in a stunning lilac dress with a sparkled belt just below the bust.

It was perfect for the date Liam is planning for her. We were here to her to get the dress. I love making outfits for people. I have always been pretty good at it and once I saw Sophia's green eyes and tan skin I knew this was the dress.

We went up to the register and we were lucky because that was the last one in the whole store and it is half price!

When we get back to the house the guys were playing FIFA.

"Dude seriously how did that not make it? This game is stupid." Louis joked.

Niall turned around when he noticed we were back, his eyes made their way to Natalie, and you just saw the love flood into his face, hers too.

"Do you girls want to play?" Liam asked.

"You know I do!" Natalie said and rushed over to the controller and Liam handed it to her laughing.

"Sure." Sophia said sweetly and walked over and politely took the controller from Louis.

To be honest I love hanging out with Natalie, Sophia, and the boys but I always feel like such an outsider with them. They have known each other for so long and I haven't gotten to spend any time getting to know them I mean except for Harry.

"So babe have you finished packing for Bora Bora yet?" Liam asked Sophia.

"Yeah I just finished, I am so exited!" she exclaimed.

"I'm happy you're happy." he said in a mushy lovey dovey type way.

"Uh I'm gonna barf!" Louis teased.

"Shut up Louis!" Liam said.

"Hey Nat I'm gonna go home." I said.

"We all are spending the night here so we can all catch the flight together." Harry jumped up.

"Oh well I am not going with y'all."

Everyone but Natalie and Sophia turned around.

"What!?!" they all said.

"I thought you guys knew." I said.

"No, why not?" Harry asked.

"It's no big deal I just don't have the money for the flight or the room so I'm not going."

"It's because of money! Taylor let me cover you please!" Harry pleaded.

I looked around and realized they really did want me to go.

"Okay, BUT I will be paying you back when I get the money!"

"Taylor you don't have to -"Harry started.

"I know I don't have to but I am going to." I finished.

"Okay."

"Okay then I will go and get packed and I will be right back." I said and left.

When I got back everyone had fallen asleep so I decided to go upstairs and find a room to sleep in. I got into the room and the instant I put my head down I was out.

The morning came so fast, I feel as if I were only asleep for like 5 minutes before Niall came and woke me up.

"Wake up we are leaving in an hour." he said as if he didn't want me there.

Niall has always seemed to be more on the edge around me like he is uncomfortable or like he hates me, he reminds me a lot of Castiel.

I feel bad about telling Cas it is never gonna happen but I can't help it he was like 5 thousand years older than me and if he did he would have to fall and I didn't want that. I also felt deep inside he didn't either, and I felt like there was somebody different out there meant just for me.

I got up, took a shower, got dressed (media), went down stairs, and met up with the guys.

"Okay who is riding with who, obviously Sophia and I are going together and Natalie and Niall are riding together...so um Harry and Louis go with Niall and Taylor come with me?"

I didn't want to object riding with Liam and make him feel bad, but I really didn't want to be a third wheel.

"Yeah sure" Niall and Natalie said while Louis nodded his head.

Harry looked at me sadly then said "Yeah that's cool."

I don't really know what has been going on with Harry today, he has been acting really weird.

The car ride to the airport was really quiet except for when Sophia was talking to Liam.

When we got there we had a few minutes to relax before the flight, I thought Harry would come talk to me but he didn't.

"Now boarding flight 303" the speaker called out.

Liam and Sophia, Niall and Natalie all walked by holding hands with Louis trailing behind mocking them.

I waited for Harry but when he came up he just walked straight by me, not even giving me the slightest glace.

What is wrong with him I think as I get on the plane.