Remembering Love

Twenty-Seven

Before Harry came back I sat down and soon I got to thinking maybe I should tell Harry about me cutting, he deserves to know what he is getting into. He deserves to know that he is dating a cutting freak as everybody in my old foster family called me. The only thing is I don't know how to tell him, what if he thinks I am a freak too, he makes me happier than anyone else ever has and I would just die if he left me. I start crying at the thought of me having to live my whole life without Harry. I know that there is a chance that we could go our separate ways, but hopefully that is a very slim chance.

"What are you going to tell me?" Harry said

I pulled up the leg of my shorts and showed him the crimson slashes across my skin.

"Harry..." I said trying to be gentle because I am afraid of what he might say.

"Taylor what is that?" Harry said in disbelief.

I go and get the hidden bag and pull the razors out.

"Harry don't hate me, please" I say

"Why would you do this?" He said upset

"I needed someone and I didn't have anyone, I just wanted to take the pain away" I cried.

"I don't hate you, and I'm sorry you felt you had to do this"

Harry got a call.

"I have to take this but I will be right back"

"Ok"

(Harry's P.O.V)

* On the phone *

Hello.

Hey Harry its Simon.

Oh hey Simon what's up?

We need to talk.

Sure what about?

Taylor.

What about Taylor?

You have to let her go.

WHAT WHY!?

Harry, you are the only one that management can play off as a bad boy, since Zayn left. You need to let her go because she is giving you the softy vibe.

No I can't do that, she is just starting to trust me!

I am sorry, I don't want to have to be the one to tell you but it is her or the band. Good bye Harry.

*end of call*

I have to choose between the two things I love the most.

(Taylor's P.O.V)

Harry walks back in, something in his face has changed, like he is disappointed, it almost seems like he is going to cry.

"W-W-What was that about?" I ask.

"Oh um nothing important." He said.

"Ok".

There was a long awkward pause.

"So... Um I hate to bring this up again but you're not going to look at me like that all the time right?" I asked.

"Like what, what do you mean" he said.

"You are looking at me like I'm a glass doll, like if you say one thing wrong I'll break!" I say getting a little offensive.

"Taylor there is nothing you could ever do to make me look at you differently, I am just sorry I wasn't there sooner."

"I love you and it doesn't matter anymore, because as long as I have you that is all that matters, you are all I ever need" I say and kiss him.

We just sit there and cuddle for a while.

"So when is this vacation over?" I ask

"Why do you want it to be over?" Harry replied

"No I was just wondering"

"Oh um tomorrow I think" he said

"Oh ok cool" I said

I don't want this vacation to end I love being with Harry, he makes me light up. I would literally die if he broke up with me.

"Hey I'll be back later I have to go talk to the boys for a little bit, why don't you go hang out with the girls?" Harry said

"Okay catch up with you later" I say calling Natalie

Harry walked out the door.

*On the phone with Natalie*

Hello

Hey Natalie what are you up to

Um nothing Niall and I are just watching a movie

Wait Niall and the guys aren't meeting up?

Not that I know of

Oh... okay

So what did you want?

Well I thought that the boys were going to a meeting and we could go to the spa or something, but they don't have a meeting so I guess never mind

Okay......well bye then

Bye

*End call*

Well that was weird.

(Harry P.O.V)

I head over to Louis' place, I need some advice.

I knock on the door and shout

"Louis open up it's me"

Louis opens the door and I rush in

"Whoa mate, slow down, what's wrong?" Louis said

"Simon, Management, Taylor, Everything" I say in a whirlwind

"What do you mean?" he said confused

"Simon called me today and since Zayn left the band management said I have to take the roll as the 'bad boy' and the 'ladies' man' although I am neither of those things I have to pick up the game, which means I can't be tied down by anything" I said talking at a thousand words per second

"What is that supposed to mean" Louis said not getting it

"Simon said it is Taylor or the band"

"Okay well I thought you weren't that into Taylor. Harry you have to think of the fans they just lost Zayn, they can't lose you too" Louis said

"I know but Taylor is just starting to trust me and I really do love her"

"I am sorry mate but I can't make that decision for you"

"I know, and I hate to say it but I know what I have to do" I said.

(Taylor P.O.V)

The next day we get on the plane, Harry doesn't say a word to me.

God planes were just not our place, I thought.

"Harry what's wrong you have been avoiding me all day!"

"Taylor I have to talk to you, it's important" He said.