Remembering Love

Twenty-four (part two)

                  

I was told by Natalie it was going to be a 20 hour flight so right when  got on the plane I decide to head for the bathroom and change in to something comfortable but still cute (media) i didn't want to put Pjs on because we were going to be landing and usually where there is One Direction there are cameras and screaming girls so I thought this would be best.

When I got on the plane I saw that Harry was sitting by Louis, so I walked towards him.

"Hey Louis you mind switching seats with me?" I whispered.

Louis nodded and got up.

I sat down next to Harry, when he noticed I was there he seemed to get really tense and looked away.

"Okay Styles what is wrong you haven't talked to me in weeks" I asked,

"..." Harry said nothing.

"Seriously please talk to me, did I do something wrong?"

"Why don't you ask Luke" Harry mumbled barely audible.

"What did you say?" I asked only hearing why and ask out of the whole sentence.

"nothing" he said coldly

"seriously Harry please"

"Why don't you ask Luke cause obviously you like him better" he said clearly audible and pissed.

"What in the hell are you talking about?"

"You are obviously seeing him that's why when we came to the house to come help you, you ran to Luke instead of me, and you lied to me about it" He said through a very tightly clenched jaw

"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT I WAS LOOKING FOR YOU AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN SHOW UP, I NEEDED YOU AND YOU WEREN'T THERE. I DIDN'T WANT LUKE, HONESTLY I DIDN'T WANT ANY THING TO DO WITH HIM" I said remembering back to the other day.

It hurt me to know he didn't want me, he didn't care about me like I cared about him. I needed him more than ever at that moment, I was so scared, I thought I was going to die that day and all I was thinking about was Harry, that says something, but he didn't come he left me there.

"I WAS THERE FOR YOU AND YOU RAN TO LUKE, LUKE, NOT ME BUT LUKE DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT FEELS I WAS WORRIED SICK BUT YOU DIDN'T CARE ABOUT ME ALL YOU CARED ABOUT WAS LUKE"

I felt my heart sink to the bottom of my chest. He was there, he was scared for my life, how could I be such a total and complete ass?

"What you were there? But I looked for you. Harry all I wanted was you not Luke I settled for Luke because I couldn't find you... I thought you didn't care about me. I thought you ... hated me"

"But you let Luke kiss you"

"I pushed him off because of you. I don't want Luke I want you. I am afraid to lose you. You are the only person in my life that can make me care about living. I never want to lose you."

"Oh my god Taylor you could never lose me I was stupid to have thought that you would betray me or that you would ever even think of that, you would never lie to me, I know that much" he said his face getting softer.

"Harry there is one thing" I say hesitantly not wanting to ruin the moment, but I knew this was something I had to tell him.

"What?"

"I am only saying this because I want the slate to be clean no secrets no lies okay" I say trying to buy me some time. I look into his eyes to see if he is ready for it, he looked kind of like he was preparing to get his heart broken.

I didn't know how I was going to tell him but I was running out of time so I decided I was going to be blunt and just go ahead and say it.

"Okay Taylor what is it?" he said while he seemed to get more and more antsy.

"Well the time at the house wasn't the first time Luke kissed me" I said scared he wouldn't want to talk to me anymore.

"But I did not kiss back I swear" trying to make it better although I knew nothing would make it any better.

"When was this?" he asked sounding crushed

"When you were chasing Michael after the ... clown incident" I cringe at the word

"And you didn't kiss back?" he said processing all of this, but he didn't seem mad anymore at least not at me.

"No I promise, I would ne-" I said as he cut me off.

"Then there is nothing to worry about" he smiled and wrapped his arms around me

*a couple hours into the 20 hour flight*

I was laying on Harry's lap with my eyes closed although I wasn't sleeping I was just resting.

Harry listens to music as he hums along soothingly thinking I am asleep.

I hear Louis come stomping toward us,

"HEY MATE" he yells so loud good thing we have a private plan or he would be pissing a lot of people off right now.

"SHHHHH...Taylor is sleeping" harry says worried Louis would wake you.

"My bad mate" he whispers, "You really love her don't you?"

"Yeah I do" he says amorously

"Then tell her Harry, you have to tell her you love her, how else will she know?" he said

"I will when the time is right, she has had so much pain and heartbreak in her life it wouldn't seem fair or real if I didn't make it special"

"Whatever you say mate" Louis says and walks away

"I love you Taylor, and someday, some special day you will know it" he said as he brushes my hair out of my face

"I love you too" I say lightly and give a slight smile

"You weren't supposed to hear that, it was supposed to be special" he said

I sat up and looked him dead in the eyes, mine filled with all the love in the world.

"But Harry you don't get it, it was special because it came from you" I said giving him a kiss.

When we finished kissing I looked at harry in utter admiration and love.

"Babe you need some sleep it is a 20 hour flight and you need to be well rested when we land, cause I have a surprise for you" he winks

I lay back where I was, Harry's arm wrapped around me and our fingers intertwined. I slowly drift to sleep feeling Harry's heartbeat.

After I fall asleep I feel Harry's breathing become lighter as he drifts to sleep as well.