AN-/THIS IS A TRIGGER FOR SOME SO PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. I'm not encouraging suicide nor cutting I've experienced self harm. Just pm me if you need to talk I'll always be here for you guys!
it's been 2 and half mounts now.
and I don't think I can do it anymore.
my dad left harry and I. my uncle zayn and so called aunt perri left they also took Shane with them. my uncle zayn left one direction. 5 seconds of summer left also. and my dad Louis.
well we still have no word about him. the date is September 12. and today is the day. no one has came to check up on me and when I go down stairs they don't recognize my presents. so I am in my room with sleeping pills in one hand and my blades in the other. I waited and thought of ways to do this.
1.my dad left us after he promises that he wouldn't.
2. everyone I love leaves me.
3.I'm a ghost. a not wanted.
that's it I went to my bathroom. put the cold water on and grabbed the cup from the sink and got into the tub. I took the pills by handfuls. and when I was felling dizzy I got my blades and cut one last time. I still had some more pills so I reached for the cup and took them. I was losing my vision. then I felt the cup fall out of my hand and break. then everything went black.
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goodbyes&heartbreaks
FanfictionMason is not your average teenage girl. She was adopted into the most famous boy band and bromance when she was 4 mounts old. And what will happen with her future when she is older? Read to find out.
