goodbyes&heartbreaks

ch10

Louis POV
betcha didn't see that coming

do I regret leaving?
yes I do.
would I go back?
absolutely.
I'm at the tattoo parlor right now and I'm getting another tattoo it's going to be on my forearm and it's going to say
I promised.
I really do miss them. as I walked through the parlor shane asked "is it really a good idea to do this? I mean seriously you guys broke up and you left harry with y'all's kid."
"yeah because I'm planing something."

after the tattoo I went to Harry's and mine flat to get some stuff. I saw that no cars were here. so I unlocked the door and got some stuff. zayn did the same. Shane just sat on the couch and waited.

I wanted to see if mason was here so zayn Shane and I walked upstairs we looked into Nialls room and saw nothing but clothes and food noddaos take out boxes everywhere an un made bed. "just like good'ol niller he was and still a mess." I said.

Shane said "I barley know him so I really wouldn't know." I chuckled at his comment.

then next to Nialls room was Liam's room and zayn stiffened up when we opened. all we saw was I flipped dresser and a broken mirror beer and liquor bottles everywhere.

I looked at zayn he said "I never knew that I had that effect on people." I gave him a sad look and then it was time to see if mason was here.

But before we got to her room I heard a crunching underneath my boot. I kneeled down to see what it was and it was a picture of when Harry and I first got Mason.

I walked into her room. zayn and Shane gave us a minute alone if she was here. I looked around and was seeing that her bed was made and her room was clean.

but then there was 12 individual letters and on the front they said
'dad,daddy,Liam,niall,
zayn,Shane,perri,
Luke,calum,ashton,micheal.'

I then knew what has happened...
"no ! no!no!" I yelled.
I looked in the bathroom and saw her body in the bath tub with a shattered glass cup besides it and blades mixed with the bloody tubs water then there was her... I grabbed her and I checked her pulse. that's when zayn and Shane walked in.

it was faintly beating. I then put my fingers down her throat I took them out and nothing. I did it again.

I felt her throat clench I then took my fingers out and then she threw up. it was mixed with blood. she passed out after that. I picked her up and got into the car. I told Zayn to drive to the hospital. I sat in the back with mason. Gosh why did she do it?!

we finally made it to the hospital I was screaming for help and the nurses and doctors put her in a starcher and took her away.

it's been an hour and half and still no word. I can't lose my babygirl. not again.

"miss.styles?" I heard a man say.

I jumped out of my chair so fast it slid across the floor. along with zayn and Shane.

"I'm her dad. is she okay?" I asked. I looked in to his eyes. hi nooses before saying.

"she lost a lot of blood and so we had to give her more. she cutted horizontal not vertgale. but we did manage to stitch it up. and we got the rest of the pills out of her system. so she's fine now." with a smile.

"can I see her? can we see her?" I asked eagerly. he nodded his head and said
"on floor 02 hallways 17 and room 97."

I looked at zayn an Shane and ran to her room.