The Struggle

Lost Inside

As I turned to see the fire jump out the gun and into the ground I froze.I ran to a friend house to page my mom.She never called me back.When she finally returned she heard my side and bj.Guess what she dropped the ball once again.I was mentally, physically, emotionally abused after that day.She controlled everything and I was officially scared again.Not Safe!!I was left wondering what is wrong with my mom.I was not allowed to look out the window when in bj car."She felt that she don't want no men to look at her car trying to see me if I'm not in it.So I asked what's the problem and got hit in the mouth.