The Struggle

The plans

Sorry I'm just updating......BEEN Hecka busy.... Now were was I...Oh deep down inside I knew that the only thing isha (the heffer)WANTED was a ring from my boo. She really felt she deserved it...A ghetto mess..So days went by before she decided to let my boo have he's boys.Finally SHE got off her high horse took a reality, pill.Girl don't nobody want u no more.....Because she had him on child support CAUSE he married someone else displays bitterness. .So she sometimes had the kids doing her dirt...Can u believe she even asked if her other son can come to our house??I was like really u have a problem with me discipline your 2kids y would I watch a 3rd kid. Nooooo. ..ain't nobody got time for that.As time went on I started feeling if I'm going to give him my cookies let's take our relationship to another level ....I noticed he was a bit hesitant. ..So he finally gave me a reason. ...Omg he was married and me already attached.HE explained he's been separated for years. I asked DO u still want her he stated naw.Months later the divorce is final.I was still not in a hurry for the old ball n chain.But deep down inside I knew it will be only the right thing to do.I began to think am I done with every wanting someone else???Even with all the things he done behind my back the answer is yes.But it was one particular person I thought was so handsome he's name is Q.I always wanted to get revenge and he would be the one I would have gave my cookies to but I didn't want attachments at all.I knew I wouldn't get attached but he would.