The Struggle

Lust

ME...I was fine for a while I concentrated mainly on work and my children. I had to pick up my broken pieces of my heart.Ray constantly called my phone till I answered What I yell.HE began baby I..I I'm sorry please forgive me.I held the phone STILL wanting him to explain y I should take him back...Another. call came through omg it's Tony I wonder what the he'll He want .I said hold on Ray. Yes I say frustrated HE said CAN I talk to you I say about what.This man who has cheated had baby's on me wants to talk Damn I really don't want to.So I asked where?He said a park I said nope I will meet u at my mom's parking lot.I clicked the line forgetting. Ray was still holding the phone.He ask y u keep me on hold so long.I reply oh it was my mom.Anyway let me call u back I'm a take a shower.I got out dried off put on jeans and t-shirt.I'm on my way I text Tony.He meet me there He began to touch me and try to kiss me I didn't like it it was gross.HE began to grab ME and say u GETTIN In My Car Now I'm not playing with u...