[ SaiMami Stories ]

it's been 5. years. what the fuck.

i. genuinely can't believe that i managed to get access to this old ass account. it was out of a whim as well.. 😭 me and a friend of mine were just chatting and i suddenly remembered my wattpad. literally didn't think i still had this login but holy shit.

i want everyone to know i wrote these when i was 13 YEARS OLD. IM 17 NOW. ALMOST 18!!!!! i can't believe i was on the internet writing things like this. THIS is why kids shouldn't be allowed on the internet dude... 💔💔 i was really fucked up as a kid. i genuinely apologise for those who knew me back then. i also HEAVILY blame the people that influenced these things from me. 

on a different note, i don't think anyone who's read this years ago will see this. i haven't opened wattpad in ages and i doubt anyone else does regularly unless they were desperate for fandom content. i promise i write so much better nowadays. im a regularly fanfic writer and roleplayer on discord! if you wanna interact with me, feel free to add me on discord (/ikissboys69). ao3 is the same username!!

again, im so sorry about this story. please don't judge me. i was a fucked up 13 year old 😭. im a very changed person from back then. still a bit of a freak but. heh. i hope anyone that reads this is doing well!! it's been 5 years after all, almost 6 going into 2026. if you remember this... totally comment... i don't think i'll respond but you totally should anyways. 

goodbye!! this fic will never be updated again.