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[ This story will actually be the death of me cjskdkdkdkskaka- This ones really sad- you can skip if you wanna. But- enjoy anyways? It contains some- self delete towards the end btw-
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...Why of all people did it have to be him..? Why him..?!!He did nothing wrong! Why..Why..why why why why why whY WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY?!!
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In the hospital bed next to the Ravenette happened to be Shuichi's Husband, Rantaro Amami. Amami was already close to death.. He'd been diagnosed with Lung Cancer about a year ago. Hearing the news when Rantaro was being diagnosed just made Shuichi's heart break in bits.. Now, it had been 8 months after Rantaro had been diagnosed. He was close to his death already..
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The Ravenette sat there, looking at the man that laid in the Hospital bed. Rantaro had been in the hospital for almost a week or so. Shuichi was still scared about everything. Rantaro hadn't really said much to Shuichi since they've been there

What could they talk about? Shuichi refused to do everything with his friends and family. Spending days and days trying to help Rantaro get well. They had nothing fun to really speak about

The greenette turned over to face the Ravenette. His body weakened, but he still managed to take a look at his husband "Shuichi.." Rantaro said softly. His hand holding onto Shuichi's as he spoke "If I don't make it, Shuichi.. Could you make me a promise and still live a happy life..?" There was a long pause before the other spoke

"How.. How could I be happy without the man I love in my life..?" Shuichi spoke in a soft voice, which only made Rantaro frown. He didn't wanna die yet. Especially with Shuichi in a mood like this

"Please Promise me, Shuichi.. For me..?" Rantaro pleaded. He was starting to grow weaker the second. He was close to his end

"I...I promise.." Shuichi spoke out. Tears starting forming in his eyes again. God, why did this have to happen.. Shuichi didn't know if he could keep such a promise like that.. It was nearly impossible..

Flashback. A year ago..
"So.. Whats wrong with Rantaro, sir..?" Shuichi said in a nervous tone of voice, hoping it wasn't really anything as serious as he thought. But of course. Things weren't as always what Shuichi thought

"We're sorry to say but.. Mr. Amami has been tested positive for Lung Cancer." The man said with a upsetting tone. Hearing those words make Shuichi break.

Shuichi just wanted to pass out. The words of the doctor spun around in his head. Mr. Amami has been tested positive with Lung Cancer.. Reposting all in his head.

"NonononononONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO!.." Was all he could say. He was in a panic.. His only Husband... he was gonna die.. he couldn't do anything about it.. Why.. Why Rantaro.. out of all people..? He did nothing wrong in life.. Why couldn't it be Shuichi..?

Flashback ended. Present moment
"Shuichi.. please.. remember that.. I.. l love you.." The last thing Rantaro had ever said to Shuichi. The grip Rantaro had on Shuichi's hand weakened. Along with his heart beatings..

Shuichi just sat there. Seeing his dead Husband lying there on the bed.. He couldn't help but sob at his Husbands cold body "I'm.. s-sorry.."

Here lies
Rantaro Amami
October/5/XXXX XX/XX/XXXX

The ravenette stood at the grave of his Husband. He only a week since Rantaro Amami died. Yet, he still missed him.. His life wasn't complete without Rantaro in his life. He could never find someone new

Shuichi looked at the grave stone in front of him. It was decorated with a bunch of flowers Rantaro and Shuichi both loved. Along with a bunch of pictures. The sight was unbearable.. he missed Rantaro more than anything in life. He couldn't spend another day without him

Though, the promise he made with Rantaro was still in his head
"If I don't make it, Shuichi.. Could you make me a promise and still live a happy life..?"
Those words always stood with Shuichi. He could never stop thinking about that moment..

He was too deep in thought. He had came here with his most trusted friends, Kaede, Kaito, and Kiibo. They were trying their best to get Shuichi back to his mental state. It would fail sometimes, but Shuichi started feeling a tiny bit of happiness inside himself

Three months later..
It's been 3 months since Rantaro's pass. Shuichi had started to gain self confidence again. It was all the help of his friends and family. They've been so caring for Shuichi. The ravenette didn't know how he could return such a favor like this

Shuichi still visited Rantaro's grave daily. Though, he had no way of speaking with Rantaro. He always felt his presents in his heart. It always made Shuichi go warm inside. But.. things started to change for Shuichi..

But.. life didn't last long..
Though Shuichi's life started getting better.. it ended quickly.
The family and friends be trusted most became distant from him. He even stopped seeing Rantaro from the events that's started happening..
Days became weeks, weeks became shameful months..
Shuichi couldn't take anymore suffering he felt in his body.
He walked into the kitchen.. it'll be his end for sure..

Shuichi picked up the largest knife that laid on its stand. His hands shook from the tenseness.
Shuichi lifted up the knife. A smile on his face as he forcefully allowed the knife into his stomach. The pain was unbearable. Blood exited Shuichi mouth and the wound.

Though, he wasn't done. He pulled the knife out his stomach, continuously stabbing areas of his body until he gave up.

His body fell to the ground with a loud thud. His mouth and all the stab wounds leaked out with his blood, surrounding his body with the pink liquid

The ravenette looked up at the sky with a smile still on his face
"I.. I can.. be with.. you a-again.." Those were the boys last words. His eyes closed as he took his last breath..

Here lies
Shuichi Amami
September 7/XXXX XX/XX/XXXX

It had been a month after Shuichi's death.
Both Rantaro and Shuichi had gotten to see each other in the afterlife. Even if they weren't living humans.. they could spend the rest of eternity with each other..

The end...

[ THIS HURT MY SOUL. IM SORRYYYY
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