Stuck on a feeling

Nothings going to change I promise

Susana's POV

Today's the last show of the tour and to think I would miss it! The only person who knows I'm going to the show is Cam. After everything that happened last night I've been talking to him a lot more. I just need him to know that even thought he has feelings for me, nothing's going to change. He will always be my funny step brother *not really* that acts like a Monkey. Any girl who has the chance to date him and see the real Cam will be lucky because Cam is a really nice guy. He's just not so nice when you hurt him, and let me say... If any of his girlfriends at the time hurt him.... I will hurt the girl. I don't care if I'm shorter then her, smaller than her or whatever, I will hurt the little TWAT!

* I wrote all that 👆🏽👆🏽 in caps and I didn't even realize! So I had to re write it all over again. Way to go dummy*

It was almost 3:30 pm and we had another 30 minutes till we get to the show. The show doesn't start till 7:00 but knowing Kalin and Myles they will pray and do their thang before they have to go on so it won't start till like 7:30 or 8:00 pm. My phone started ringing and it was Myles. Last time i talked to him he was being rude and sassy. I didn't feel like talking to him so I didn't pick up, then he messaged me,
"I'm going to need you to pick up. I need help with something and I sure don't feel like asking Cam."
I then texted him back
Me: Then ask Kalin or Jake. I'm busy feeding your kids. And you were being a total dick face yesterday, I'm still upset with you for that. 
Him: fine, go cry to Cam.
Me: I will go cry to him! Leave me alone. Bye

Ugh! He's so annoying!! I love him to death but he makes me so mad I can't stand him sometimes. I didn't realize I was crying till Emely asked if I was alright. I told her what was going on and she couldn't believe it. On the other hand, Dom was saying she already new he liked me and all. I was like WHY DIDNT YOU SAY ANYTHING!?! But what ever I got over it.

*30 minutes later*
We finally got to where the show was going to be held. I graved my phone and saw I had missed calls from the guys.
Kalin: 4 miss calls
Myles: 2 missed calls
Cam: 2 missed calls

I decided to call Kalin and tell him I was here. I told him not to tell Myles but to bring Cam with him. But I first asked him if he was also not talking to him and he said not. That he was a little upset with him but he got over it. Moments later I heard voices coming from the back of the truck, I saw Kalin and Cam coming out. I got out the truck and I let them walk towards me. I looked at Cam and smiled at them. I then looked at Kalin and I wanted to cry. They soon got to where I was and I hugged Kalin, I felt like letting my tears out, letting all my emotions come out and I did. He hugged me even tighter.

"Hey, it's okay. Everything's going to be okay. Just know you have us here for you. I'm here for you, I will always be. Even when I'm far away I will always be here for you." Kalin said looking at me in the eyes. I let go and I just looked at Cam. He smiled at me. I then saw Myles come out so I hugged Cam. I knew he would get mad but at this point, I didn't give a crap about what he thought.

"I needed this from you. I needed to know that you weren't angry at me just because you were angry at Myles." I said as I was pulling away.

"No, I wasn't angry at you. I was just angry at myself for falling for you but what ever, I feel much better knowing that you know about the situation. I just hope me loving you doesn't ruin our friendship"

"No it's not. It won't. I missed you cam." I said as I hugged him once again. He hugged me even tighter this time. I once again began to cry. He gave me a kiss on my forehead and I just smiled. He's not even my boyfriend and he knows how to make me happy. That's upsetting.

I then looked in the truck and saw that the babies were still sleeping. I told Kalin and Cam and Dom and Emely that I would be back. I walked a little to where Myles was standing but I stopped. I took out my phone and texted him.