Stuck on a feeling

Chapter 43

Myles POV

I woke up to Jake crying. I looked at Susana and she was sound asleep. I graved Jake and took a glance at P. She was also sound asleep. She was so beautiful, just like her mother.

"It's okay baby, daddy's got you." I said to Jake and he stopped crying.

After a while he finally fell asleep. I really don't want to leave my kids and my girlfriend all alone over here. I just don't want to be far from them.

I soon dozed off to sleep with Jake in my arms. I love them. That's a for sure thing.

*Later that day*

"Myles wake up."
"Myles wake up"
"Myles!"

I finally woke up to see Kalin holding P in his arms. I looked down and saw that Jake was still sleeping, he sleeps a lot just like his uncle. I looked at Kalin with a face of "leave me alone!"

"What do you want? What time is it?"
"We need to leave now if you want to make it on time to the show. It's 4:30 am."

When he said we needed to lave my heart dropped, I felt a sharp pain in my hart and for the first time ever, I didn't want to go to the show. I know it was the last show of the tour so I have to make an effort.

"Okay give me 5 minutes and I'll be outside"
"Take your time. I know your going to miss your kids."
"I am"

He kissed P on the head and then kissed Jake on the head. I then out Jake down and forced myself to walk towards Susana. I looked at her and she looked so nice and peaceful sleeping.

"Babe, wake up" I said graving her hand
"Honey, wake up" I said once again

She then finally opened her eyes and smiled at me,

"We have to leave right now for the last show." I said putting my head down

"Hey, it's going to be okay. Go, have fun on the last show. Tell everyone i had so much fun on tour, show them pictures of the kids, cry with them, laugh with them, but have fun and make this last show count." She said holding my hand.

"Babe, I don't want to leave you guys."

"I know you don't but this is your life now and you have to live it." She said putting my head up. I looked at her and kissed her on the lips. I love her so much I don't know what I would do with out her.

"Myles, we have to go now. I'm sorry." Jake said walking in.
He then came and kissed Jake on the head and then Penelope. He then walked to Susana and gave her a kiss on the head and said bye.

"Just give me 2 minutes and I'll be out there."

"Okay, just make it fast. Bye Susana!" Jake said yelling
"Sh!!! Go, get out"
I laughed and turned back to Susana.

"I love you I hope you know that. I really don't want to leave. Just tell me you don't want me to leave and I'll be happy to stay." I said holding her hands.

"Babe, go! Your going to have so much time with them so many years to spend with them. Have fun. Be safe, I love you Myles Blake Parrish."

"I love you too." I kissed her forehead and then her lips. I walked to my kids and kissed their cheeks. I looked at Susana and waived bye to her. Soon I walked out the door almost crying.

I walked towards where they were and got in. Emely and Dom we're going to stay with Susana, so I was a little relieved.
"Take care of my kids ladies!" I said smiling, they waived bye and the driver started to drive.

Later That Day

I woke up to my phone ringing, it was Kalin... I looked around and he wasn't in the bus.

"Hello?"

"Yo!! Tell the bus driver you guys left me behind at Chipotle!!"

I started laughing and I soon ran and told the driver to go back. He laughed and turned the bus around.

"Okay we're going. Hang tight" I said laughing.

"Very funny" he said hanging up

To: @KalinWhite
We left you behind..... I've never laughed so hard in my life. You just made my day ever better bro!

From Kalin: @Yourboymyles
Yeah yeah very funny! You won't be laughing when we leave your butt behind!

To Kalin: @KalinWhite
Yeah I love you too bro.