I hate to love you

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Cam's POV

LAST SHOW

Susana has been texting me non stop. I just don't want to talk to her right now. I just admitted to her just I love her and that I've always have.

Susana😔: Fairfax! Answer me! Please, I feel like I'm hurting you and I feel like I'm going to loose you forever! Please text me or call me back. Cam please.

I gave up... I don't want to hurt her. I graved my phone from the table. I clicked on her name and called her.
I was about to end the call but she answered and I said to myself *your screwed*

S: Cam? You there? Please talk to me..
Me: Yeah I'm here. What's up.
S: why are you ignoring me Cam?! I didn't do anything.
Me: I'm ignoring you because I can.
S: stop being so mean! Your acting like a total dick you know that?! If you don't want to talk to me then what ever. Just know I'm here for you and I will always care about you. Nothing's going to change Cam.
Me: you weren't here for me yesterday.. Nor the last 2 years that I've been in love with you.
S: BECAUSE YOU DIDNT TELL ME YOU LOVED ME!! HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW!
Me: what ever Susana, bye I'm done with this conversation.

I heard her cry on the other end of the phone and I didn't end the call. I felt bad because I was letting all my anger out at her.

Me: I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm letting all my anger out at you. Just cuz Myles and I are angry at each other doesn't mean I should be angry at you.
Myles hasn't talked to me at all, he won't even look at me. He doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. I guess we are done being best friends. I'm going to miss that. I'm sorry for making you go through this.
I just have to ask you something.... If you and Myles weren't dating and you didn't have kids with him...
S: Yeah, I would date you & I would fall madly in love with you and possible get married with you and have your kids. Cam, your a really nice guy, your so kind and sweet, you know how to make us happy and with you stupid jokes.

I smiled when she said all of that. It made me happy.

S: I'm leaving the hospital right now, and I'm on my way to the show. I'll see you there Cam
Me: okay. I'll see you here bye Susana
S: bye Cameron

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