Ross' POV
By this point of time, both of us were crying. Every thing she wrote in this book is so heart breaking to know that she ever felt this way. We would have to take breaks just so that she could get all her sobs out and continue reading. Our faces were red. Our eyes were puffy. Our shirts were wet. Every thing was just a mess. Laura stopped reading
"Ross I promise I don't feel this way! I regret writing this! I'm so-"
"Keep reading" She paused to look at me. I never made eye contact with her, I just continued to cry while looking out the window from the edge of my bed. I was slouched with my elbows resting on my thighs, my hands folded together, and my head bowed down. Laura began reading again
"I really hate being here..... Being here every day kills me when I can just be with James. I wish I could leave. If I didn't have a child..." I looked at her as she broke down for the thousandth time. I hate seeing her like this but I can't comfort her, she knows what she did. She has to cope with it alone. "If I didn't have a child I would leave Ross so quickly. Some times I wish that I had another miscarriage. I know it's a mean thing to say but it's true. This life- Ross can I please stop?"
"No"
"I'm sorry I was stupid! I hate this book" She tried ripping it in half but I snatched it away from her
"Don't rip the fucking book, read it"
"Don't curse at me!"
"Dammit Laura! Can you at least act like you're 28?"
"Oh my god, Ross! What do you fucking want from me?!"
"To be honest!... Just read the damn book"
"No" she stood up
"What the fuck do you mean, no?"
"I'm not reading this book" she walked towards the door
"Why do you have to be so fucking difficult?"
"Difficult? How am I being difficult? Because I don't want to read a book that reminds me of the past that I hate so much. Ross I hate myself for this! Why can't you understand that? You have no idea how I feel" I stood up
"How you feel? Fuck how you feel, how do you think I felt when I read that shit?! I had to keep myself together and compose myself when I read that just so that I wouldn't break every thing in this fucking house! So stop trying to make yourself like the victim here, cause you're fucking not!"
"I know I'm not the victim, but you don't have to bring back this old shit! When did you even find this"
"A couple weeks ago"
"So you had sex with me, making me think that you forgave me, and then bring this damn book out and ruined our entire relationship?"
"Oh so now I ruined this relationship. Yea, I definitely forced you to fucking cheat on me! And we have sex all the time, what's the big deal?!" Laura looked at me with teary eyes. She had an expression of disbelief. It was silent, an awkward silence since it went from really loud to quiet in a split second
"You know what, fuck it. I'll read the book, if that's what you want" She walked back to me, grabbed the book out of my hand, and sat back down. As she looked for the page I sat back down next to her. "Ross gets so annoying at times, I mean with always wanting to know where I am and stuff. Some times I wish I could cut all contact of him..." she was brave. That was the tone of her voice. She read as if she was reading an action sorry. I guess that was her way of trying not to cry. "... Although he is sweet in his own way, James treats me better and I'm leaving with him tomorrow. Leaving for good" she turned the page to the next day. "James stood me up, we couldn't even leave. I was really looking forward to this. But I guess it's OK since he called and apologized" Laura looked at me for clarification

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Fiksi PenggemarRoss and Laura are married. Have been married for 8 years, but what happens when Laura loses her feelings for Ross read this story from the beginning on my old account @naomi6527