Alpha Female

Chapter 19

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Sorry for the evil cliffhanger from the last chapter, but it was part of the stoy I couldn't get around. Well here is the moment you've have been waiting for....

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When people used to say 'I saw red' I always found myself wondering how angry they must have been to completely lose control over themselves and letting the anger lead them. Was it even possible to lose yourself in your own anger? I heard stories about how they didn't recognized their loved ones at that moment and destroyed everything that came on their path. I've never experienced something like that.

I had my moments of anger and most of those moments my wolf took control, but never did my rage take over. Not even when my father died, I was more hurt than angry. And even with the anger I felt I was still in control of my actions, I never completely lost it not even with my wolf.

That was of course until the name of the person who ended my father's life left Nathaniel's lips. At that moment not only did I see red, but I saw every freaking color in the universe. I pictured his face in my head. I had seen him, spoken to him and even made contact with his skin.

A sense of revulsion pulsed through me and my hands were shaking with anger. I was so close to the killer. The thoughts combined with the rage burning inside of me almost made me go insane. A part of me knew that all this rage was bottled up because I didn't have anyone to direct this to..until now.

My body was trembling because of the rage and I clenched my hands into fists to keep myself in check. The urge to rip someone's throat out was reaching its highest peak, but I had to save that for right person. I had to find him and make sure he was going to pay for what he did. Making someone else pay for his mistakes wasn't on my agenda.

I got to my feet and pushed the doctor out of my way. I heard a faint voice asking where I was going, but I didn't respond. All I heard were my own thoughts, thoughts that demonstrated different ways I could make him pay slow and painfully.

I stormed out of the office, pushing everyone that came on my path away. I needed to get outside to change, it was getting harder and harder to keep my wolf in check. My wolf wanted just as much revenge as I did, if not more. Keeping her out of this wasn't an option. She was part of me and this was the moment we both had been waiting for. The moment that we could make the person suffer for what he did to my father and the rest of us.

Footsteps were following me towards the exit of the pack house. I kept walking and ignored all the voices of my mate and pack members. I was a woman on a mission and I wasn't backing down. I didn't know where I was going or where I needed to start the search for him. All I knew was that I wasn't going to stop until I found wherever the hell Joshua Evans was and made him pay for what he did.

I took one step outside before a hand on my arm stopped me. His touch send a shiver down my spine and I instantly knew it was my mate, but my state of mind didn't let me react on those feelings. A loud growl erupted from my chest as I yanked my arm away and continued walking without looking at Nathaniel who wanted to stop me.

"Stop her!" I heard him order from behind me. In an instant Jeff, Andy and one of Nate's men, Warren, circled around me. Warren looked around my age, probably eighteen or nineteen, but the strength that I was sensing from him was incredible for such a young kid. It wasn't enough to restrain me though, not even with Jeff and Andy helping, but it was still impressive nevertheless.