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@Ashton5SOS: how what feels?

@irwinsnipples: well just never mind okay?

@Ashton5SOS: no not never mind, please tell me. You don't have to! But know that I am always here for you, no matter what.

@irwinsnipples: how are you

@Ashton5SOS: i'm ok i guess, how about you?

@irwinsnipples: wanna know the truth?

@Ashton5SOS: yes

@irwinsnipples: im not ok, im crying my eyes out.

@Ashton5SOS: why? What happened?

@irwinsnipples: my life happened

@Ashton5SOS: well what happened excactly then?

@irwinsnipples:  im feeling alone, i have literally no friends, not even internetfriends

@Ashton5SOS: what am i?

@irwinsnipples: okay, okay, one friend

@Ashton5SOS: best friend** ;)

@irwinsnipples: you are cute

@Ashton5SOS: :)

@irwinsnipples: my parents are guessing that i am depressive, i am tho, but they dont have to know it so they can send me on therapy

@Ashton5SOS: please, you can do this, you can come through this! You are a strong girl

@irwinsnipples: what if the so called strong girl is giving up rn?

@Ashton5SOS: then a helping hand is coming to get her up

@irwinsnipples: who is that helping hand?

@Ashton5SOS: me

@irwinsnipples: i need that helping hand so bad

@Ashton5SOS: where do you live?

@irwinsnipples: ********** why?

@Ashton5SOS i was just wondering how far you lived away from me

@irwinsnipples: o okay

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@Ashton5SOS: open your window!

@irwinsnipples: wut

As soon as I came to my window I saw Ashton, waiting till I opened my window.

When he is in I give him a confused look but then I crash into is arms and started crying.

"It's okay to cry, let go all of your emotions." he says softly. "I can't do this anymore." I whisper.

He didn't say anything, he only hugged me tighter.

"You are beautiful, you know that?" he says. "How am I supposed to be beautiful, my eyes are red and thick of the crying and I am ugly." I say, without looking at him.

His finger reaches my chin and he let me look up to him. "You are beautiful." I decided to say nothing.

We ended up sitting at my bed and we talked a lot. Mostly about all the things that ever happened in the past. I also told him about what happened to my leg, I can move it so it's ok for now, I still have to go to the hospital a lot. I cried a lot and Ashton hugged me a lot.

He really is a helping hand.

"Caits?" he asks? I look up at him. "Yea?"

"You are a strong girl and you are not going to give up." He says after a long silence.

"You are not alone."