Nothingness
a feeling better than love
love can drive you crazy
pull you into an endless abyss of torture and pain
to connect means to give yourself away to this pain
and all for nothing
nothing
you walk past a pretty girl
nothing
you fuck her
nothing
she says she loves you
nothing
you fuck her over
nothing
she hates you now
nothing
just nothing
pure emptiness
no attachment
no colour
no pain
infinite peace
don't you agree?
maybe this nothing isn't real
maybe it's just another trick
another mask for pain
maybe i'm lying to myself
calling numbness peace
calling escape freedom
but if nothing feels better than love
then why does it still whisper?
why does it still follow me?
the want to feel love?
to be like everyone
a question i can't escape
do you feel it too?
quiet
cold
like a shadow behind your thoughts
it tells me i'm safe
it tells me i'm free
it tells me i don't need anyone
believe it
why would i need someone when i feel nothing
no attachment
no warmth
just cold
more or less
is that what love is? the less cold?
maybe it warms you up over time
or does it make you even colder till you burn
leaves a burn mark
but is it from fire or ice
does nothing feel better than love
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Imagine (wlw, mature)
RomanceI like to write about my thoughts and feelings and turn them into stories or poems of love. Some of my writing explores the darker, more confusing side of love the obsessive, unsettling parts that people don't always talk about. Other pieces are mor...
