Eternal - (EDITING)

Eternal - Chapter Nineteen

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"Will are you okay?" I asked feeling his body trembling under my hand that was placed on his arm.

"Okay Blaire? you seriously just asked am I okay? He could have killed you, both of you. Do you have any idea how dangerous he is, he woulden't even think twice about it, and the fact you've been dreaming about him is worse he's so much more powerful than me Blaire I woulden't be able to protect you I'd die trying." Will shouted breathing rapidly as he shook more.

"He is the reason I'm Alpha he killed my father his own brother killed him and now he's back to get me and you, do you have any idea what I can do Blaire. Nothing I won't be able to kill him, he's going to try and turn you against me, make you fear me and him, it's going to slowly kill you inside and it's going to be my fault"

"What do you mean it's your fault?" I asked forcing myself not to cry as my eyes welled up.

"He's back to either kill me or take revenge, I'm close to you making you his main focus." I moved my arms to Will's chest now and stepped closer silently begging for him to calm down, he needed to calm down.

"Will calm down" I begged laying my hands on his shoulders and turning his head to face me.

"Please" whispering I cupped his face in my hands watching his eyes soften slowly as he looked at me bringing his hands to cover mine holding them to his face.

"I'm sorry" He whispered.

"It's okay Will, I should have told you sooner I was scared" For just a second I was caught up in Will's bright blue eyes and they whisked me up into them.

I glanced down at his lips slowly my eyes flickering unintentionally, Will watched me intently his own eyes flickering to my lips then back to my eyes. I wasn't quite sure what to do I wanted to kiss him right now and just get swallowed up in everything that was Will but part of me the part with the morals was screaming no don't do it.

I realised the close proximity of our faces so close that a couple for inches and that would be it there would be no going back I knew that and so did he, it wasn't as if we didn't have enough problems already with Krystal and my visiting friends, Dylan, Shiloh and all the I'm going to be a werewolf soon crap but that was the problem I coulden't do this fully knowing the consequences. It felt like cheating knowing full well Will had a mate out there and so did I we didn't need to hurt each other in the process.

Will moved slowly closer leaving me seconds to make my choice as he stopped centimeters away from my lips.

"I can't" I said so low that if Will wasn't a werewolf he woulden't have even heard me at all.

I looked away from Will's eyes too stare at my feet guiltily I felt so bad for doing this too him but it was for ther best.

"I understand" Will said suddenly tracing his hand over my face to turn me to look at him into the bright smouldering eyes.