As I hold the blade shakily I put it on my wrist. I slide it slowly breathing in deeply. It was a light cut. I lift the blade and move it a little down my arm. I put a little more pressure as it pieces through my skin as I slide it across. Blood now running down my arm I lift once again. My tears falling down my cheek and landing on my arm. It stung but I once again slid the sharp object across my arm. I look at the cuts on my arm. I look at my other wrist and I see old scaring and unhealed cuts grime only days ago.
I pulled my sleeve down and got up. I kissed the tips of my fingers and put them on the stone. "I will always love you, and I will never let go." I whisper as I turn to walk up the street to an old house. I knock on the door and a little girl opens the door. "Umm.... Mom." The little girl called. A girl that looked a year older than me came up to the door.
She was waiting sweets and a tank top. "Kate I told you to go to bed now go!" She scolded her child. The little girl turned and ran off. She was cute she looked about three now. "Umm... Do I know you?" The mom asked me. Then her eyes lit up. "Hope?" I nodded once and she pulled me into a hug. "I haven't seen you in five years!!!!" She exclaimed. I laughed "nice to see you too Emma."
"So why are you back in town army you still with that foster family?" She asked. Just then my phone vibrated it was a text from Alex.
From Alex ;D~
Where are you? Are you ok? Will you please come home? I'm sorry I get it you don't like me. I need to know your safe. Please don't hurt yourself.
I read it. "It's a long story but I just need someone to talk to." I sighed. She nodded and let me in. It was a nice little house I remember that when we were little we used to pretend that we were princess waiting for our prince.
**
"Wow all that happened?" Emma asked surprised. "Yah I jus-" I was cut off by a knock on the door. Emma got up and opened it. "OH MY GOD GAVIN YOUR ALL GROWN UP!!!!!!" Emma exclaimed. Gavin laughed. "Ya I know is Hope here?" He asked and I walked over. Gavin pulled me into a tight hug and behind him I could see his car. "Never leave like that again do you hear me?!?!?!?! You scared me half to death!!!!!" He scolded me. "Yes dad." I said and he glared at me.
"That's mister dad to you missy." He said smirking. This sent me and Emma into a laughing fit. Emma started to roll around on the floor. That's when Gavin looked at her like she was a mental person. which only made her laugh more.
"Ya Ya I'm hilarious we need to go Hope before someone wakes up and finds us gone." Gavin said looking tired. I gave Emma my number said goodbye and got in she car with gavin. "So why were you hear may I ask?" He said with a confused look on his face. I sighed. "Well Alex kind of kissed me an-." He wouldn't let me finish. "HE KISSED YOU?!?!?!?!" You see even though gavin is your get than me by like five minutes he has always been a little over protective of me.
"Gavin please calm down." I said outing my hand on his shoulder. Once he felt my touch. "Ok but if he try's anything or hurts you I'm gon-" "I know gavin." I said while chuckling
I sat there in my own thoughts. Dose Alex like me? Why would he kiss me if he didn't like me. I mean I like Alex but I've never thought about him like that. I never thought about how I could get lost in his icy blue eyes. And how I would get butterflies then he smiled at me. The Sparks I feel when be touches me. Lastly the fireworks when he kissed me.
OH MY GOD.
Gavin slams on the brakes. "WHATS WRONG?" He asked worried. Then I realized I just screamed that out loud. " I think I like Alex." I mumbled. "You think what?" He asked confused. "I think I like Alex" I said a little louder. "Well it's about ten minuets till we're at the house so try and keep your screaming to your self please." He said laughing.
**
When we got to the house I grabbed my phone and ran into the house. I went to Alex's room. I found him asleep with his phone in his hand. I walked over to him and kissed his cheek. "Hope?" He mumbled half asleep. "Go to sleep Alex I'm ok I promise." I whispers in his ear. He turned to me and opened his eyes slightly. "Stay with me pleases don't run off this time. Promise me." He said "I sat on the side on his bed. "I promise." I said. He scooted over telling me he wanted me to lay down.
I laid down next to him underneath the warm blankets. I laid facing away from him until I turns around to face him. I noticed he was looking at me and he blushed. I looked into his eyes getting lost in the icy blue of them. We were inches apart and I could feel his warm breath. I closed the space between us shooing him. He begins to kiss me back with his soft lips against mine. We were in perfect sync. I didn't want this moment to end, but eventually I had to pull away to breath. We laid there out of breath looking into each other's eyes. The last thing he said before I fell asleep was. "You know I never want you to feel like you have to run from me" with those words in my mined I fell in to the darkness they call sleep.
A/N
Yay a new chapter!!!! I started a new book called One Song!!!! It's a fanfic about 1D. I will be going back and fourth between the two stories so please just work with me!!! I will try and update at least one of my books each day if not both!!!!! If I feel like writing that day. I have day where I just don't want to write ok? Any way you should go check that out!!!!
QOTD: have you ever run from something you knew you could trust? I sure have.
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Until next time
~ girl in the box
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Death wish
Teen FictionHope has always expected the worst when it comes to people. Although who could blame her? Since she was about the age of five Hope and her brother Gavin have been in foster care. They never knew their father. Before they were born he had left their...
