You try to push people away, but in all honesty you just want someone to hold you close no matter how hard you try, and for them to not let you go.
You don't want to get close, because you either don't want to hurt them, or you don't want to get hurt yourself.
Vulnerability scares the living heck out of you, because instead of finding comfort in sharing things, you find the fear of being left.
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depression thoughts
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