I honestly thought i was finally out of my depression... got dragged the fuck back in
I'm just so done, I'm already bleeding out. Havent left a note for "family".
Like they fucking deserve it.
I tried helping another friend out of depression and I made it worse.
He committed last night at 12:04am.
I'm hoping I bleed out well before then but its slow and painful what I deserve lmao fuck it all, I'm dying and I'm so ready.
Honestly though this book was only what I was feeling on that day and I have so many drafts but I feel so numb its probably slowing shutting me down haha. I have over 150 drafts probably nice to know 1.31K people feel the same as me. That many reads idk.
I'm definitely losing my mind I cant put a sentence togetger but thats ok, its waiting for me
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depression thoughts
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