i hate reaching that point when i get so out of it, i just sit there and stare at a wall for hours on hours and sometimes days.
because someone needs someone there for them but if i can sit for a few days, just staring blankly at a fucking wall without any disturbance, it makes me realise that no ones actually there.
and sometimes that will send me back, and i don't want that, but the pain's over bearing and it's too much and i know i can do this for the rest of my life because i don't even fucking exist to the outside world.
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depression thoughts
Poesíamaybe tw only some of these are mine. // i do not promote self harm, suicide or e.d etc... ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ if you need any help please just google your countries helpline please ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ wattpad took this down half a year ag...
