Karen (An Attack on Titan/Shingeki no Kyojin Fanfic) JeanxOC

Chapter 9

Thanks to Star4545 and Isi.

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"Listen up, brats !", Corporal Levi screamed.
We was all sitting in the mess hall.
We, that were Eren, Mikasa, Armin, Ymir, Christa, Connie, Sasha, Jean and Me. Actually everyone left from the 104th cadet squad plus me.
"You all have heard that we found the source of the Titans. It seems to be a mountain from which they come out. The mission the blow up this damn thing was given to noone else then me and my special operation squad also known as you bunch of filthy brats."
Mikasa rose a hand.
"Ackerman ?"
"So this means we will go alone ? Only we ?"
"And shitty glasses."
It was silent till Jean rose his left hand. His right was holding mine, I grapped it in the moment the Corporal said we would go, suddenly panicking.
"Why only this little group of people ?"
"Well since it was Arlet who planed the whole thing he will stand up now and explain it to you."
Armin locked shocked: "But Sir..."
"Your plan brat, now explain it."
Armin rose from his seat. "We will act only as a little group cause the bigger the group of people the bigger the amount of Titans that come at them.We have to go quite a big distance."
Christa rose her hand.
"Yes ?"
"So how will the whole thing be planned ?"
"Eren, Mikasa and I will blow up the mountain. You other ones will protect us split into two groups. As we all know Corporal Levi is humanitys most skilled soldiers, so he will lead the one group consisting of him, Connie and Sasha. The other group will me led by Miss Hanji with Jean as second in comand and Karen, Ymir and Christa."
That sounded good. I didn't know what I have done if I wouldn't have been place with Jean. I would have been so worried about him I probably would have myself killed because of not concentrating
"You brats are dismissed."

Jean walked me back to my room. He wasn't talking just staring into the air, what seemed a bit strange to me.
"Jean ?"
"Huh ?"
"Is something bothering you ?"
"I'm not completly fine with the mission."
"Why ? The plan sounds good."
"It is good. But you shouldn't come with us. "
"What ?! Why ?!"
"You only was confronted with Titans for one time and that time you lost your brother."
"This is no reason."
"Arrrgh." He shoke his head. "I just don't want you to go out. It's to dangerous."
I placed myself in front of him, causing him to stop walking.
"If that should be a reason for me to stay than you should stay too."
"Why ?"
"Becuase I worry about you the same you worry about me."
"But, I will go !"
"Then I will go too."
"But..."
"You have no arguments Jean. Wherever you go I will be."
He gave me a sad smile.
"Okay"
He gave me kiss on the forehead.
I took his hand and we walked down the way to my room.
I was completly serious. I would myself never let be separated from him. If I should die it should be by his side.
"Karen ?"
"Jean ?"
"Would you give me a promise ?"
"What promise ?"
"Don't die."
"Only if you promise first."
He stopped walking, placed his left hand on his heart and rose the left.
"I promise not to die in this mission. So I can stay with you forever and get your virginty one day."
"WHAT ?!"
"Just joking. Go Karen, promise."
"I promise not to die in this mission. So I can stay with you bad joking horse forever and beat you in knife fighting till I'm old and gray."
"Did you just call me a horse."
"Maybe"
"Don't you dare Buchfels."
"Oh come on, I like horses. Exspecially you."
"STOP CALLIN ME A HORSE"
I laughed. Jean stared at me for a moment, then he started to laugh too.
I wished I could just hold this moment and keep it forever.