Its been 3 day since our little date. Now he has this crazy idea that I somehow except him. He continues to kiss and grope me any chance he get's lucky i've been busy with tutoring along with lizbeth.
I'm currently in the library reading the history of wolves. It was one of my favorite books as a child and There so happens to be a copy in the library.
Fina? my wolf asks
yes mira
don't worry to much Fina the goddess wont throw something your way you can't handle. the pain is only temporary you heal super fast.
I know mira but what if he rapes me.
He wont Fina the goddess would never let that happen. She sent us here for a reason and that reason is not to have you hurt.
Soon I hear a knock on the door and in walks Damien.
"hello my lovely Sarafina " He says scooping me up and kissing me.
I let him kiss me but I don't respond. He sets me down and frowns at me.
"If your going to continue to deny me im going to have to take what's mine. I own you now from the very moment my guys caught you. Now once you come to terms with your fate things will get much easier. My wolf is very dominant and he doesn't like when people refuse him. I don't want to hurt I can be nice if you just try." He looks at me with thoughtful eyes. His eyes are deceiving i already know his heart is black. Who else would want a little girl as a mate.
I decide to speak back for once "Maybe I want my true mate and not to be forced at such a young age. Don't you care you have a mate some were." As soon as I mentioned his mate he has me by my throat throwing me into a book case.
"Don't you ever mention my whore of a mate. She cheated on me and rejected me for some alpha's son. A man younger them me can you believe that." He starts on a rant about his traitor mate.
"Of course I can believe that what wolf would what a rouge with a black heart." I scream
Soon he's on me beating me into unconsciousness like many other times. Why can't I learn to keep my mouth shut........
2 hours later
I wake up with a massive headache to the sound of his voice. The very man who put me in this beds voice. What an asshole he has some nerve.
"why do you always have to be so horrible you'll kill her next time. Why are you so fucking uncontrollable." I hear Damien say. He must be talking to his wolf.
"I don't want to hurt her she's pure and innocent unlike are dirt mate. I know you need our mate but we can't do anything about it she doesn't want a rouge mate."
I decide to speak up.
"you know you don't have to be a rouge Damien you could change you never know maybe she'd want you then. Do you think your going to get her back by beating and mating me?" I question while pushing a little of my persuasion powers. He looks at me shocked that I have been awake listening to his rant.
"Maybe you should mind your business little one my wolf doesn't like you butting in and I won't be able to stop him." He say with a voiced mixed with softness and anger
"Why Damien why is he stronger then you he shouldn't be especially since he doesn't have his mate." As soon as the word mate came out my mouth i was pinned against the wall black eyes staring at me. The eyes of his wolf.
"YOU SHOULD OF LISTENED BITCH HE TOLD YOU TO SHUT UP." he screams slapping me to the floor.
" Please Damien take control you can't give up thats why he can control you because you've given up on life." I scream trying to get Damien to take control of his wolf.
"SHUT UP BITCH IM REALLY GOING TO HAVE TO KILL YOU IF YOU KEEP ANTAGONISING HIM TO TAKE CONTROL. IM IN CONTROL HERE IM THE STRONGEST WITH OR WITHOUT MY MATE" he screams while stalking towards me.
"FIGHT DAMIEN FIGHT FIND THE WILL TO LIVE." i scream before he wraps his hands around my neck. I see his eyes change back right before I lost consciousness for like the 100th times since i been here..........
WHILE UNCONSCIOUS-----------------
Im back in my old garden I must be dreaming. I inhale the fresh air. mm the smell of nature is so serene. I walk to the waterfall and dip my feet in. It feels so nice like a perfect hot spring.
Water starts to bubble and out from the water come the goddess herself.
She lifts me by my hands and pulls me into a tight embrace.
"My darling i've missed you. I'm so sorry im putting you through all this pain." she weeps
"Its ok goddess i trust you. You've made me strong the pain only lasts but a minute. I know you have good reason." I say softly
"Yea Fina I'm going to tell you the reason right now. Have a seat this is not the most pleasant story." she says
I sit down and fold my legs she sits beside me and hold my hands.
" A few years before you were born the same terror that claimed your parents conceived his own child. Now this child was not conceived out of love. This child was conceived by force. A rouge alpha named Marcel had decided he wanted to take over the strongest packs. Before he could do that his pack would have to be extremely strong and mighty. So he started taking down smaller packs. Killing there alphas and raping there women. One Alpha female named Nila became pregnant with his child. He locked her up to make sure his child was born. For 4 months she slept in a dingy cell and was force fed food and water. The 4th month she gave birth to a beautiful baby boy she adored. She named him Damien after her mate who this alpha rouge killed. She was allowed to live so that she may take care of the child until he was old enough to train. When Damien turned 9 Marcel killed his mother right in front of him and then beat him when he he started to cry. He put Damien into training right away not knowing that Damien in his head was plotting ways till kill his father."
"So you mean Damien crazy Damien the one who has been beating me ?" I ask
"yes my darling you see Damien has had a very tough life. His wolf is drawn to you even though you are not his mate. He doesn't understand why he is drawn to you and his wolf goes crazy. His wolf has been on the brink of insanity ever since his mate rejected him. You see Damien left his fathers pack when he was 12 hiding anyway he could building up his own army for the day he avenges his mother. When damien was 20 he found his mate a 16 year old girl from the Sunmoon pack, She refused him because he was a rouge. He begged her he said it was not his choice to be a rouge he was born from a rouge. She said she didnt care that she wouldn't disgrace her family when she was destined to marry the alphas son. It tore his heart apart." she explained
"what am i suppose to do goddess he's crazy im barely ever conscious in his presence." I say
"Darling you are innocent and beautiful you have the power of manipulation. Wolves are drawn to you like bees to honey. Use this to your advantage. Get him to see life is worth living. He is an important piece to the puzzle. When the time comes he will fight by your side to defeat his monster father."
"I understand goddess I will not fail you." I say she leans in and kisses my forehead and my mind goes blank
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For any one who is confused for every month a human is pregnant equals 2 months to a wolf. There for Damien was born in 4 months.
Criticism is welcome.
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