sturniolo/nate imagines 2

☆secrets-Nate

The timeline on this is kinda messed up so just ignore that.
This also took me so fucking long to write and it's long.

Nate POV

I went to get some water, but now im seeing Y/N leaving. It's 2 in the morning.
"Y/N?" She froze, turning in the doorway.
"Nate, hey." She shut the door quietly.
"Where are you going?"
"For a walk."
"To where?"
"The park." We stared at each other.
"Wanna come?" I shouldn't.

We arrived quickly.
"Why would they put lights out here? It's like they're asking for it." She sat down, the lights making her shadow spread over the wood chips.
"Asking for what?" I settled next to her as she dug in her pocket.
"For troubled teens to do drugs at the top of the slide." She smirked, lighting her joint. She does it all the time. I wonder why. It can't be that great.
"I don't think we're troubled."
"You, probably not." She shrugged.
"Can I try?" I asked watching the smoke leave her lips. Her perfect lips.
"What?"
"I wanna try." I nodded.
"No, you're my sober boy." She shook her head.
"No, I wanna try. Come on." I reached for it.
"No. I don't wanna trouble you." She held it away.
"I'm practacly an adult. I can make my own decisions."
"17 is not an adult."
"And 16 is? I'm older than you." I reached over her to try and grab it. She grabbed my face and turned it to her. We're so close I smell her. Vanilla. And weed.
"Fine. 1 hit. But don't tell my brothers." She said firmly, staring into my eyes. I nodded, already feeling high from her touch.
"Inhale. Don't keep it in your mouth." She put it to my lips. I gulped then parted my lips, putting them where hers layed moments ago. I inhaled. Imediet regret. I moved back, coughing uncontrollably as she giggled.
"That is fucking disgusting." I swallowed thickly, trying to get the taste out of my mouth.
"It's not supposed to taste good. It's supposed to make you feel good." She said, putting it back to her lips. That's probably the closest I'll ever get to kissing her.
"I don't feel any different." I sat across from her, our legs meeting in the middle, one of hers between mine, one of mine between hers.
"Just give it a minute. But you probably won't feel much. This is the shity cheap stuff." I don't know what that means.
"Hey, you have a job. You give me some money I can get us something stonger."
"Stronger?"
"Yeah,"
"What does that mean?" I sound like a kid.
"Stronger weed."
"There's different kids of weed?" She smiled, clearly amused.
"Oh my precious. You really aren't troubled." She patted my head.
"I'm not a toddler." I sighed, pushing her hand away.
"I know. Toddlers don't smoke like big boys." She teased. I rolled my eyes, but couldn't help a small smile. I'm always smiling with her.
"Feel it yet?"
"What am I supposed to feel?"
"It's different for everyone. I feel..light, airy. But you could feel anything, sad, panicy, bold, horny, even." She shrugged. I fucking hope not. This is not the time.
"Don't look so scared i doubt you'd have trouble finding someone to fuck."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"It means you're a player." But i don't have the one girl i really want.
"You say that like you're some virgin marry."
"Definitely not marry." She shook her head, finishing it off.
"Virgin?" What the fuck is wrong with me? She looked up, I don't know what that look means.
"No." She rested her head back on the metal railing, watching me closely.
"Yeah. Me neither." I gulped. She laughed. Why is she laughing?
"What?"
"You're almost 18, and hot as shit. I wasn't doubting it." She giggled, putting a hand on my knee.
"Oh, yeah. Right." She called me hot. Now she's touching me.
"Right. And you're with a different girl every month. I assume you're not talking about hopes and dreams." I was greatful for her shadow covering me so she couldn't tell how red my face was.
"I-I don't 'fuck' all of them." I'm not that much of an asshole.
"I hope not." She's still smiling.
"You have to be like a crazy good kisser though." She squeezed my knee.
"You wanna find out?" I leaned a bit closer. To bold. To bold. I started to lean back, but then she leaned in too. Oh my god.
"Maybe I do. Would i be disappointed?" Oh my god.
"I don't know. You'll have to see." I put my hand over hers. She looked at my lips, then my eyes. Then kissed me. Oh my god. She didn't pull away after a second, so I grabbed her waist pulled her closer. I didn't think I'd ever really get to do this. She stood on her knees and I layed my leg down under her, pulling her into me, gripping her hoodie. This is heaven.
She ran her fingers through my hair, and settled down on my thigh. Holy shit. We eventually pulled away, panting.
"Only a little disappointed." She smirked.
"I'll try better this time." I kissed her again. Deeper, easing her mouth open with my tongue. She shifted slightly, and suddenly all I could feel was her against my thigh. I pressed her down into it. She kissed me harder. I moved my hands down to her thighs, her soft fucking thighs that I want to hold forever. I pulled her other leg over mine so she was straddling me, she pressed down again, making me groan. She shouldn't be able to affect me this much.
She pulled away as she started giggling.
"What's so funny?" I squeezed her hips, my lips curving up to as I heard her giggles.
"Just thinking of what the triplets would say if they knew i was kissing you."
"Oh, shit. Yeah," I forgot about them, they'd fucking skin me if they found out.
"Maybe we shouldn't, tell them." I loosened my grip, rubbing circles with my thumbs.
"Wasn't planning to. No reason to get them mad over nothing." She shrugged. Nothing?
"We should probably get back anyway." She moved back and stood. Nothing? I stood too, but grabbed her arm before she could walk away.
"What?" I kissed her again. She didn't hesitate to kiss back, putting her arms around my neck. This doesn't feel like nothing. Is she feeling nothing?
My phone buzzed and I reluctantly pulled back.
"That's probably Chris. We need to go." She was down the slide before I could protest.