Back (book 2)

11. I'm coming

Harry's POV
We woke up and Alexa instantly ran into the bathroom to throw up. I quickly followed after her. I held her hair back as she let out whatever she could saying that she didn't eat anything yesterday.
"It's okay it's okay." I said as I rubbed circles on her back
When she was done I handed her a wet washcloth and she wiped herself off then buried her self in my chest and cried.
"Baby don't cry it's okay." I said as I held her close to me.
Our flight was in two hours so we had to get going. She didn't even want to get dressed I had to get her dressed. I slipped a pair panties, jeans, a bra then one of my jumpers on her while she laid down.
"Thank you." She said as she stood up and grabbed her purse.
I took all the suitcases out to the car then we got in and drove to the airport.

We quickly got through security and made our way to get something to eat.
"Baby you have to eat." I said when we sat down at our table.
"Harry, I feel sick." She complained and crossed her arms.
"Baby cmon!" I begged. She finally agreed and ordered a bagel. I'll get what I can get.
She took little bites of it until I forced her to eat it.
"Alexa, sweet heart it's okay. Not eating is only going to make it worse. It's called morning sickness for a reason.. It only happens in the morning. Love please." I begged her.
She obliged and ate her food.
"There happy!" She said with an attitude as she showed me her plate.
"I am actually thank you." I said and leaned across the table and kissed her cheek. She relaxed under my touch.

It was finally time to board the plane and I grabbed mine and Alexa's carry on bags and helped her into the plane. When we sat down she started to cry.
"No no baby what's wrong?" I panicked and lifted up the arm rest and pulled her to me.
"I'm just so scared Harry. I'm 19 years old I shouldn't be having a baby." She cried into my chest.
"I know love, unexpected things happen and all we can do is do our best to work through them." I said while rubbing circles on her back.
"I know I know but it's so hard." She said as she sat up and wiped from under her eyes.
"I know it is but hey, we can do it together. We're a team.

She nodded then I wrapped my arm around her.
Finally the flight attendant came up with the tray for drinks.
"What would you like?" The man asked.
"Water for both of us please." I said and he handed us our drinks.
Alexa took slow sips as she was totally focused on the book in front of her.
"What are you reading?" I asked her.
"It's called the sunflower, ironic because it's my favorite flower but whatever. It's my favorite book, read it a million times." She laughed. I laughed with her because I loved how her entire demeanor changed when she started to talk about the book.

I pulled out my own book and we both sat quietly with my arm around her reading.

After about an hour Alexa drifted off and curled into my chest. I gladly welcomed her and pulled her close to me. I was so lucky to have her. This amazing, strong, independent women right next to me is mine. I still feel so guilty for not being with her when this all started, but she told me we couldn't have known and it wasn't my fault. But I still felt guilt. 

After the long nine hour flight we landed safely. We grabbed our bags and made our way to baggage claim.

As we waited for our bags to come around I felt a tap on my shoulder. I released my grip from around her waist to turn around.
I was met with a small girl around the age of 12. She had a huge smile on her face.
"Hi I'm Olivia, I'm a huge fan. Could I please get a picture?" The sweet girl asked me.
"Of course you can! You look very pretty today by the way." I said and she smiled and blushed. I loved being so sweet with fans it made me feel good and I know it made them feel good. Just something about seeing the ones who love you and support you happy.
We took the picture and her and her mom thanked me. I walked back over to Alexa who was staring at the ground smiling.

"Harry?" She said and she looked up at me.
"Yes love." I said and wrapped my arm around her waist.
"That was so sweet." She said and gave me a kiss.
"It was nothing." I smiled back at her.
"No you're amazing with kids. You're going to be a great dad." She said the last part kind of quietly.
"You will be an amazing mum. I wouldn't want my children to have anyone else." I smiled back down at her.

We finally got our bags and went home.
When we got home we showered and got ready for bed because it was pretty late.
We curled up in bed and drifted off.

It has been four days since the moment we found out we were having a baby. Alexa's mom had come Thursday and Friday but had to quickly go home because Haidyn had gotten sick. They had luckily moved about thirty minutes away a few months ago so if we needed them we would easily be in contact. We've both come to terms with the idea. We've started to plan and prepare. She was still having morning sickness but nothing terrible. She knows she needs to go into work so I pressured her to go in today. I'm now sitting alone in the apartment.

I decided to call Louis. After a few rings he answered.
"Hey mate!" He said through the phone.
"Hey, are you and Liam still in town?" I asked him.
"We are actually leaving tonight. What's up?" He asked me.
"Well I have stuff to share with you boys so I was wondering if you would be able to meet or come over." I said to him.
"Hmm I'll check with Liam hold on, but that shouldn't be a problem."
"Okay mate." I said and after a few seconds he came back on the line.
"We will be on our way now but we can't stay long." He said.
"Okay thank you see you soon."

The line went dead and I decided to call Alexa.
"Hey." She answered.
"Hey love, how's you're first day back?" I asked her.
"Wonderful, John loved all my notes a photographs and he's definitely putting it in this months magazine!" She cheered.
"Oh baby I'm so proud of you that's incredible. I wanted to ask you a question." I said.
"What is it?" She said as I heard the shutting of a door.
"Well I invited Louis and Liam to come over for a few and I was wondering if you would be okay if I told them? I know that we called Haidyn and Niall and told them together but I want to know if I could share with them?" I asked her.
"Harry, it's okay of course you can tell them." She said and I let out a deep breath.
"Okay thank you!" I said back.

After a few more minutes the door bell rang and I hung up the phone and went to answer it.
Louis and Liam stood outside the door.
"Hey mate, how's it going?" Liam said as I have them each hugs.
"So I need to tell you both something." I said and they looked concerned.
They both urged me to go on.
"Alexa is pregnant. We have a doctors appointment in two days to find out everything. It was a total accident but we've come to terms with it and I think we may be ready." I said and their jaws dropped. The quickly recovered.
"Wow Haz that's crazy. Well I know you both will be able to do it and we're always here if you need anything." Louis said to me.
"Yes of course, I know it's scary that how it was for Sophia and I but now with Caroline and now another one on the way we couldn't be more thrilled." Liam said.
"I know but she's nineteen and has three more years of school and she's a big writer and photographer for national geographic and she's traveling all over the world. How is she going to care for this baby?" I asked and ran my fingers through my hair.
"You will figure it out you're an amazing guy and you'll be an amazing father." Liam said.
"All the Briana stuff back in 2015 was scary mate. When we found out she wasn't pregnant anymore it was a hard concept to wrap our heads around because we were ready but now that I look back. I wasn't and if it had happened I wouldn't be with Eleanor and have our little Bella. Everything happens for a reason." Louis said.
"You're right." I said back.

I knew he was right. Whatever happens happens and there is nothing you can do about it but hope for the best and work with it, and that was exactly what I was going to do about all of this.