Her Soft Hearted Psycho Husband

The confession

FLASHBACK
"The XXX company's current CEO is dating the ex-CEO's daughter. When will they get married?"
One of the country's top media outlets published this news in their article.
"What are you thinking?" I asked him.
"I am thinking what you might be thinking now," he said with a serious face.
"I am completely alright. I didn't feel anything wrong in their words. We might have looked like perfect partners in their eyes, just like how I felt," I said, sipping the tea casually while the entire zoo was dancing in my stomach.
"I am an orphan. I don't have anyone or anything except my studies. I have starved for love throughout my life, so there is no going back if I get committed in a relationship. A relationship is very precious to me. It will have its positives and extreme negatives. Will you be able to withstand all this? The choice of entering into a relationship is completely in one's hand, but for leaving a relationship, you need the other person's permission. I am like this. I will risk my life, stand against the entire world just to save this relationship," he uttered everything with such a serious face.
"Never ever talk about breaking the relationship and idiotic things like you are an orphan and all that blah blah. Is this how you will react if a girl expresses her feelings to you?" I asked, getting annoyed by his unromantic but responsible reply.
"I can't find any other way to explain how serious I am and how much this relationship matters to me," he said, holding my hands and sipping tea from my cup. It was romantic though.

Present
We both freshened up and were having breakfast when one of his assistants rushed to him to convey the police threat.
"Sir, we have a spy in our kingdom. The police dogs have prepared an encounter mission."
While he was saying all this, he washed his hands on the plate and placed a tight kiss on my forehead.
"Chill, babe. Nothing to worry when your god is with you. Pray for me. Before that, make sure you lock the locker," he said and left from there, taking my heart with him.
I sat like a statue for a few seconds and then went upstairs to lock the locker. But it wasn't just unlocked-it was open. Inside it, there was a diary placed prominently. I opened it. It contained his confessions.

I read it.

"Thanks to God if you have opened this. I hid a lot of dark parts of my life from you. Never thought it could affect my star's brightness.
Finally, you have entered into my doomed family-not as my wife, but as my brother's wife.
Your dear father-in-law is my traitor father who gave me away to a servant, believing an astrologer who said, 'I will be the one who decides his death.' After the servant died, I was sent to my father's house as a helper for my twin.
My mom somehow found the truth about me. She fought with my father day and night to accept me, but there was no improvement-only his hatred toward my mom increased, which one day caused her death at his hands.
Then he sent me to an orphanage without any disturbance. It was too much for me to process at that age until Mother Stella showed me a way to a peaceful future through education. I studied day and night and worked very hard to secure scholarships, but my father never let me reach the peak I deserved. At one point, he even made me wander the streets without a job or food.
When I finally lost hope in everything, you came into my life like an angel from Mother Stella's stories. You helped me get my job. You helped me reach the peak I deserved. You filled my aloof, empty world with your presence. You poured your love into my deprived, desperate heart.
I was the most satisfied man during those days. I wanted to live a life as a lover and husband who would be loved by his girlfriend and wife. I didn't even want the professional achievements I had aimed for before I met you.
But in the competition between your father and my father, my life became a plaything. I thought your father chose me for my talent, but no-he appointed me because he believed my father wouldn't do anything to his son's company. My father wouldn't let me reach the peak; for that, he would do anything.
He decided to kill you so that he could break me and keep me weak. I tried many ways to protect you and convinced him many times, but the reality is your abi is very weak compared to my father.
So I decided to become strong to protect you. In the meantime, to protect you from him, I pretended to be dead during one of his murder plans for you. As I aimed, I became one of the strongest mafia kings in the world.
But when I returned home-you-you had planned to marry my twin. I waited for you to reject his proposal, but you married him.
I couldn't tolerate the idea of him marrying you. At the same time, I knew your father wouldn't let you marry a mafia man. I had already made my twin paralyze my father by telling him the story of how my father killed my mom. He gave the drugs I had given him. He became depressed and worried whether pulling you into this mess was right.
I gave him drugs and made him believe whatever I said. Every night you slept with me, while he was sedated by drugs in the basement. When you got to know about him paralyzing his father, that night I was the one who crossed the line with you. The next day, I made him believe he was the one who did it.
I was very guilty. I couldn't see you in stress, so I decided to sort things out, but you were too stubborn. I decided to give you some space and planned a business trip.
But that old hag tried to ruin my plan by exposing my twin in the basement to you by saying, 'the young man.' I realized it wouldn't work when two people play the same character.
So I decided to remove him from your life. I made him try to kill your friend (who was already in my custody) and made you hate him, leading to your divorce. I planned to make you fall in love with me again and take this relationship smoothly.
But my brother's friend ruined all my plans by telling you your husband's version of you."