Her Soft Hearted Psycho Husband

Sensitive

I am currently 4 month pregnant. I am taking my everyday meal. He is busy with his kingdom and coronation ceremony. I rarely see him. One thing I learnt these month is he hates me to the core he avoid being with me at any cost. I also met a new girl I think her name is shalini. I think she is his lover. Everyone takes care of her like a princess that's how my parents took care of me to some extent my husband also but now my fate is no lesser than a slave. Just because of my baby I am getting a little bit of concern.

Doctor told me to do small small exercises like walking. So nowadays I am having my meal at dining hall downstairs. Usually when I reach they both would have finished the meal. I will be having my meal little peacefully alone.

Today when I reached the dining hall that girl also joined the breakfast. Nowadays my mind is very overwhelming. The head maid served us the food. I have finished my meal fastly so that I can leave soon suddenly I felt a kick in my stomach My entire body jerked and I poured the sambar bowl nearby. Then I heard a screaming it belongs to shalini. The power went off.I appologised to her after realising.

"I am sorry. I am really sorry," saying this I went to the kitchen brought some cold water with ice cubes and asked her to sink her hand the entire server team was shaking being afraid. I asked the head maid where was the first Aid box and applied mupirocin ointment. Then I went back to my room.After few minutes the power came. At afternoon I heard a huge noise downstairs then the head maid informed me that abimanyu wants to see me. I went downstairs.

"Do you know who she is Miss sita?" He asked

"I don't know," I replied not wanting to anger him

"THEN PUT THIS THING IN YOUR MIND THAT SHE IS THE FUTURE QUEEN OF THIS KINGDOM SHE IS THE ONE WHO IS GOING TO BE A MOTHER OF MY BABY GROWING IN YOUR WOMB. NEVER PLAY YOUR DIRTY GAMES WITH HER. I WARN YOU. SHE HAS REACHED HER HOME AFTER GOING THROUGH A LOT," he said being protective of her. I nodded at him.

Tears gathered in my eyes but I kept it from falling hearing his accusations. "I am sorry. I won't repeat this. I really didn't do it intentionally,"

"YOUR APPOLOGY IS ENOUGH. ITS EVIDENT FROM THE CCTV THAT YOU HAVE DONE IT INTENTIONALLY. You can leave," He said pointing at CCTV footage playing on tv

I went upstairs. My legs shivered on its entire way. I went to my bathroom opened the tap let my voice get mumble in the sound of water.  I cried closing my mouth.I have never seen someone with this much vengeance towards me. I felt my baby's first kick but I am that much unlucky that I am not put at right place by god to enjoy it.

I didn't do it intentionally. Papa please take me home papa. I didn't do anything. You know right I won't hurt anyone but he is saying I poured hot sambar over her hand in order to hurt her. He is saying that she will be the mother of my daughter papa. How will I survive papa. I can't meet you or mumma or my baby in future. Then what is the purpose of my life. To be the cause of  everyone's sufferings.

I came out I went to krishna statue in my room. I pushed it down. Then I sat at a corner and thought of how I would have lived if my abi is alive

"Will you be the mother of my child?"

"I promise you that you will be the mother of my child."

"I will make your pregnancy memorable 1 minute of your last 7 minute will be that."

"We will cuddle at cot for the entire 10 month your dad will take care of the company."

Never ever I thought these much comforting words will be painful. But now it is.

"Why did you separate him from me. Why did you killed him. Why did you make me marry someone. Why are you making me carry someone's child. Why are you hurting me beyond my tolerance capacity. He killed everyone using me. He is hurting everyone around me saying protecting myself,giving opinion as the cause for his doing. Don't you have eyes. Can't you see what ever he is doing. Have
I ever thought any harm to anyone. Have I ever complained about anything. Then why Are you making me suffer someone's sin. Please take me with you krishna I can't tolerate these things,"

I slept there crying. After what felt like eternity I felt someone's hand on my shoulder. "Come and eat dinner my child," The head maid said looking at me sympatheticaly

"Is anyone there?"

"Yes abi and shalini are waiting for you,"

Then suddenly I felt a kick at my stomach that's it the entire memory crashed me down. I looked at the broken krishna's statue. I started crying looking at the statue.

I rubbed my stomach comforting my baby.

"Everything will be alright beta," The head maid said.

"I want to meet the doctor," I said crying

She immediately ran to bring daughter. I went and sat on my bed.

The doctor asked me what happened

"I feel like my baby is thrashing in my stomach being uncomfortable," I said

"What made you think like that baccha," the doctor asked. Everyone gathered there at that time. Everyone is keenly looking at me.

"It is kicking and moving that too the last 2 days. In the morning it kicked when I am having breakfast and few minutes ago also," I said panicking

"It's normal thing. You don't have to worry about it," he assured me

"But when it is kicking my whole body is jerking and getting goosebumps,"

"Yeah it will be wonderful goosebumps moment. You should cherish all this you will get these moments rarely," she said

"But I accidentally put sambar and leave the things in my hand. The sambar got poured over shalini's hand. She got hurt.  Is there any tablet for decreasing baby's motility," I said panicking

"Sita Sita cool down these things will be alright. No need to panick. No need to put tablets for those things. It will be alright within few days,"

"Oh. Is it normal. Ok. It will be ok right doctor? Then why did I poured,"

"It have happened accidentally. It will not happen again sita. I assure you. If you feel that again close your eyes and say doctor has said that it is normal and the baby is asking for your attention and just feel the baby," she said

"Till then can I take my food in my room. What if I throw something on someone. It's just my baby is growing and adjusting it's posture to lie down. She doesn't know anything doctor. She doesn't even know that her mumma is sensitive and she will react wxagerately to little things. It's not like she is seeking attention. Thank you doctor," saying this I went to arrange the broken krishna statue. Then silently everyone left the room. The head maid brought he a glass of milk and fruits. She ate it and went to sleep.