Kehlani,
sigh.. Chris has been blowing me off for the past 3 months now. I'm tired of it. We've been together for a long time but I've had more than enough.
Like he's not even home right now. And I have all my shit packed. I'm tired. I'm tired of the cheating. I'm tired of the hoes. I'm tired of the boys. I'm fucking tired of everything.
I decided to write him a little something before I leave.
To Christopher,
It was nights I wondered
Where I sat here and thought
Maybe this shit that we doing
is just down in fault.
Is it mine? Maybe yours.
I don't know yet but we
need some time alone
to see where we wanna
be at.
Its been a year
and 8 months but,
I still feel we're not
Up front.
To be honest
I really think
This relationship
Is a stunt.
But I ain't trippin'
I'll give it some time,
But for you, you'll give
me dishonesty and lies.
So go ahead be down
With yo boys, and the
hoes and toys.
But when I leave, don't
pay your respects-
Because of the bumpy
roads that we met.
But when I'm gone
It wasn't just the
relationship..
It was you and the
Neglect.
-kehlani.
I left that note on what used to be our bed. And I gathered all my things, took one more look around that beautiful house we once shared. Took a deep breath and went on my way.
goodbye chris.
