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Disappearing Acts

I Walked Back In The House , Numb As Ever . I Sat The Swisher Sweets And Soda In Front Of Royal . She Was Layed On The Couch In A Deep Sleep. Which Meant One Thing To Me .... Escape . I Really Didn't Want To Leave But This Life Was Suffocating Me. My Life Was No Longer Easy To Manage. The Episodes Of A Disappearing Mother. The Lack Of Care My Sister Had Upset Me. She Didnt Even Mention Our Mother , Like She Didn't Exist & Allah Put Royal & I In The Middle Of Compton Without A Trace Of Parents. I Wish I Could Be Like Royal. But I Know She Really Wasn't Happy & Neither Was I .

I Went To My Room , And Looked Around. I Tried To Think What Would I Miss If I Left.... Most Likely Nothing. I Grabbed My Small Purse And Threw It Over My Shoulder, The Long Handle Crossing Between My Small 15 year Old Breast .
Inside Of It I Had Already Pre Packed Two Neatly Folded Pairs Of Panties, A Switch Blade, 281 Dollars I've Been Saving & An Ounce Of Weed I Slowly Stole Piece by Piece From Royal. I Knew I Could Use It For My Advantage Somewhere.