Black Butler: Book of the Circus, Kitty

Part 1***

-recap-

As Joker runs out of the tent I call after him.

"Hi Joker, where are you rushing off to at this hour?"

"I have to go report to Father." My face darkens, I don't like that man. I wish they would leave him already.

"For what?" I can tell my voice is cold and holds no emotion.

"Just to tell him something, I should be back by tomorrow." He is hiding something from me. He must have noticed something-

"You know once we finish this job i plan to leave him. We can all leave and live in a nice house together." I smile at him.

"That sounds wonderful Joker."

"I don't know why but... I feel like I should tell you this now... Kitty- no, Vivian ever since that day all those years ago, I have loved you. And each day we spend together I only fall for you more. I love you Vivi." He kisses me.

"I love you too Taylor."

Okay listen i'm a kinda innocent 15 year old girl i'm not going to write what happens from this point on! Its just that this is what I think would happen given these characters together...If you don't understand lets just go with either: Insert lemon here or Joker= Sebastian/Black and Kitty= Beast/ Nun

-back-

"That idiot..." Tears start falling. "I should've never let him go." It's been 2 weeks since he left and this was the last place I wanted to check.

After all these years I finally find out that he loves make back and then he is ripped out of my life! Not again... I don't want the people i love to leave me again! I look at what remains of the burnt manor in front of me.

Joker died in there... and I was never able to tell him how much i loved him... I was never able to tell him how much I loved the boy who almost died stealing food so his family could eat... how much I loved the boy who gave me something to live for, how much i loved the man he grew into, how much i loved the father he would've been...I look down to my slightly rounder stomach. (Nekos only have a baby in her uterus for 18 weeks, for the sake of what little plot is going on here)
I pull my hood up. If it wasn't for this child i would be dead by now. I guess he is helping my even after he is gone. My sobbing gets louder. Immortality is such a curse. But for as long as i'm here i'll raise this kid the best i can.

"Who knows, maybe i'll be able to protect the baby better then how I protect them..."