I was expecting something but I never realized that it was just so hurtful to the point that I would burst out crying.But do you know what so hurtful it is you find yourself hurt and pained because what you are expecting will end up being an expectation.Your not part of it, your not in the line, your not on top and burned I'm not happy...I felt the sadness and the dissapoinment but why would I able to pick this pain and throw it away.Hardest thing will end the hardest but it can be the easiest if just take yourself easy.Do'nt expect too much because that so much can really hurt you that damn much.
