Calums pov
"No i have to be dreaming" i said crying over the fact that my girlfriend was dead,
"Please come to the car we need to go home" Michael said
"Ok listen guys some one needs to stay with Calum 24/7" kalee said
"I will be the first" Michael said
As we were driving home,
"Wait why do i need to be watched"
"Because your suicidle"
"But i wanna die, i cant live without emma, emma was my life"
At that moment we pulled onto the driveway,
"Im really sorry bro" Michael said while walking me to my room,
"Lets go talk about it" Michael said,
I sat down on the bed next to Michael,
"The worst thing is i cant even say i know how you feel because i dont"
"Thats not even what my heart is hurting more because of something else more though"
"And what is that calum"
"It was our one year anniversey
"Im just going to go to bed, if im Lucky i wont wake up.
