Emmas pov
I really do want to forgive calum and leap into his warm arms and kiss. His soft lips like they do in the movies we used to watch together, just thinking of that made me start to cry again, i knew deep down inside that there were chances Calum would break my heart again if i forgave him. I didn't even know where i was going to sleep tonight, maybe a hotel i dont know, i kept walking for about another hour and dicided maby i should go eat so i found a near by diner and ate there. As i was waiting for my food to arrive i looked on my phone and saw that calum was sending me text messages all night and most of them sounded as if he were drunk, after that i looked on google maps and saw that i was only 10 miles away from the house and about 5 minutes away from this diner was a hotel, i decided i should probably go and stay overnight in there tonight since i dont have any where else to. When i was done with my food that was only eight dollars since i got it off the kids menu, i started to walk to the hotel. About 15 minutes later i was in my room that i checked out, but this room was my living nightmare there were spiders all around the lamp and a plant that was along side the queen sized bed was dead, what a wonderful room and i had to sleep in it. It took about 20 minutes for me to kill all the spiders and other bugs that were in the room, after that i crawled into bed and fell asleep.
The next morning i rolled of expecting calum to be there to kiss me and say good morning, but of course he wasn't, but that also made me feel sad and lonely. So i got up and packed my stuff and checked out of the hotel and walked back to the same diner as last night. I ordered pancakes with a side of toast after i was done eating i payed the bill and was ready to leave but the only thing was she was to busy to come pick up the bill wich pissed me off since it was in my pajamas and it it was a hot summer day, i didn't think anything could get any worse but they did because then i say calum. Walk in the diner, and he looked directly at me.