A few hours later the boys were at the first show on the tour, calum and kalee really wanted me to come and sing heart break girl with kalee and them but i didnt really want to i have stage fright unlike every one else, no one really knew but me but i had it really bad l, and i never seem to get over it. I always wanted to be in a band but i never could build up enough courage to go on a stage so that didn't work out. Finally calum convinced me to go sing on stage with them and i was a nervous wreck, i got even more nervous when i didn't have enough time to put on all my makeup and do my hair, but i still went out on stage, i hated it.
