Cellmates

With you forever?

The morning started with a loud banging that Kyuhyun heard from the other side of the wall. It was not a mystery who was behind the sound. Heechul had woken up early and he had clearly not gotten enough attention from Donghae, which was a bit weird considering that they shared the cell. Kyuhyun opened his eyes slowly and sat up. He let out a frustrated sigh and banged the wall with his fist a couple times.

"Finally!" Heechul yelled. Apparently he had been trying to wake Kyuhyun up for some time. Kyuhyun didn't say a word. He swung his legs to the other side of the bed and jumped down. Changmin was still sleeping. Sometimes Kyuhyun really wondered how he could sleep so much so easily.

Carefully he sat on the bottom bunk and placed his hand on Changmin head. He stroke the man's soft brown hair and smiled. Heechul continued to bang the wall but Kyuhyun didn't care about it. He just wanted to stare at the handsome man in front of him. Changmin was adorable when sleeping. The way he hugged his pillow made Kyuhyun's heart melt.

"You look like a koala," he laughed and ruffled Changmin's hair. He still didn't wake up. How is that even possible? Kyuhyun carefully laid down next to his cellmate and just stared at his sleeping face. Suddenly a playful smile rose on Changmin's face and he quickly opened his eyes wrapping his arms around Kyuhyun.

"You know it's creepy if you just stare at me when I sleep?" he asked turning in his bed so he was lying on his back. He pulled Kyuhyun on top of him. The pillow was left between them.

The older man couldn't stop smiling. Changmin really was something. He would have never known that he could smile so much because of a hug. The banging sound got louder. Heechul really wasn't going to give up. This time Changmin banged the wall with his fist. The banging stopped again. Kyuhyun knew it would start again if he wouldn't say anything.

"Why do you keep bothering us?" Kyuhyun asked loud enough that Heechul could hear him.

"I like bothering you!" the man on the other side of the wall yelled. Kyuhyun rolled his eyes and smiled at Changmin. When had things actually turned good?

"I want to play today," Kyuhyun said and ran his fingers through Changmin's soft hair. It only made the younger chuckle a bit. He still wasn't planning on letting go of Kyuhyun. If someone would have told him that life in prison would actually not be so bad before he transferred there, he wouldn't have believed it. Well this was better than the place where he used to be. Prison made him feel more like he was a normal human being. Changmin's thoughts were interrupted by the sound of Kyuhyun yelling back at Heechul. He didn't focus on the words because he was too busy looking at Kyuhyun's facial features he wanted to remember for a long time after this.

Yes Changmin knew he wouldn't be able to be with Kyuhyun as long as the older thought. Yes they both had gotten a life sentence but Changmin's case was a bit, well, different. He still had no clear memory of his crime but he saw nightmares that often gave him a little bit of his memory back. Even the memory of him trying to strangle Kyuhyun was almost clear. Every time he had forgotten something big or something had just been erased from his mind he remembered the doctor's words.

"I cannot diagnose this case. The symptoms are not clear enough for schizophrenia but he is not psychotic either. He is trying to suppress his feelings too much and his will to be pure is too big. Who knows, he might have done something like this before but doesn't remember it and thus never got caught."

After that it had only been the doctors and him. The police forgot about him for a while but then he was brought here where he met this man who was now on top of him. Kyuhyun was once again staring at him with those big eyes of his.

"Are you thinking about me?" Kyuhyun asked and flashed a smirk. It made Changmin gently slap his arm and laugh a bit. How could he possibly tell this man that he couldn't be here for him forever? Kyuhyun had already gone through so much and he didn't want to disappoint him again. It would be better to just act as if he didn't know anything. Kyuhyun was still stroking Changmin's hair and apparently he waited for Changmin to answer his question even though it had seemed like a rhetoric one.

"I can think about other things too you know," Changmin chuckled as an answer. He loosened his grip of Kyuhyun and just gently stroke the man's back with his fingertips.

"You are such a good man. I'm still wondering how come you're in here?" Kyuhyun thought out loud. Changmin's bottom lip found its way between his teeth. He didn't want to think about his past. There was probably a good reason why he had wanted to forget. He didn't want to think about the fact that when the doctors would want him back he would need to leave Kyuhyun who would probably hate him for the rest of his life. He would get a new cellmate and that pretty smile would fade away. Why was Changmin even thinking about things like that? A lonely tear fell on the side of his face but it was quickly dried off by Kyuhyun. Changmin knew he shouldn't show this sadness of his in front of Kyuhyun. He would need to be brave and happy. He should protect Kyuhyun and not show him how weak he actually was.

Kyuhyun didn't say a word. He had heard Changmin cry in his sleep and he had tried to talk to him about it but the younger just said that he had probably just seen a nightmare. Kyuhyun didn't buy that but what could he do about it? Changmin talked in his sleep but his words never seemed to make any sense. One thing Kyuhyun had figured out. The reason why Changmin was so sad had something to do with his sister. Almost every night he mumbled, or occasionally screamed, his sister's name. Kyuhyun was so curious but if Changmin didn't remember anything he would need to forget about it too. Even Heechul was curious but he showed it differently. He was so annoyed whenever Changmin's voice woke him up.

Kyuhyun noticed how the banging had stopped. Heechul was probably just sitting in corner not saying a word and probably smoking a cigarette. That reminded him about the pack of cigarettes he had in his pocket. He would really need one at the moment. He got off of Changmin and got back on his feet. He walked to other side of the room and leaned his back against the wall. His hand found its way in his pocket and he pulled out the pack of cigarettes he had. Kyuhyun put of them in between his lips while his other had looked for the lighter from his other pocket. It took only a few seconds for him to light the cigarette and he let he smoke filter out through his nose. One thing Changmin had not learned was smoking. It just didn't seem to interest the younger at all. The man did look at Kyuhyun but he was still lying on his bed not wanting to get up.

Kyuhyun took the cigarette between his fingers.

"You really better prepare yourself. I'm not as gentle as I look like. I can make you obey me like a good little puppy," he smirked and tapped the cigarette so the ash would fall from the end. Changmin looked so clueless and innocent. For someone who really wasn't that innocent he sure looked like one. Maybe it was because of his childlike mind that did that to him. Changmin's gut was just telling him that maybe this wouldn't be such a good idea since he liked being so innocent and gentle but if Kyuhyun wanted to have his way with him then Changmin would let him try. Maybe it was the growing headache that made him want to rethink about it.