( That is Rina in this time period )
Abel
It's been about 3 month now and I'm still adjusting to Aaliyah, Aileen and the twins. Anya's attitude towards me is just out of this world pissy ! I try and avoid her but it's difficult cause she's my daughter , I have to talk to her . Over the pass month everybody has become so weird , Rina isn't the same, she doesn't even wanna kiss me or let me hold her and Anya isn't either (besides her attitude that's still the same) and Breeze hasn't even been home lately and when she is she avoids me completely . I remember a few nights ago , Anya wanted to go out but I told her no for several reasons , it was 11:30 at night , her outfit was to revealing and she wouldn't tell me where the fuck she was going & Rina let her go out anyway dressed the way she was smh. I've been enduring so much stress lately , my album Beauty Behind The Madness is being released in literally 3 days and my bro Travis wants me on this track with him for his upcoming album "Rodeo", song is called pray for love I've been writing and writing my verse & so far with what I've come up lately is pretty good I'm not a rapper anymore but I can say that my verse is fire.
Underrated is an understatement , they tryna test greatness a nigga tryna get paid . These niggas like fiends watching all of my moves , cause the music like crack got me cooking all day. I'm right here you know where I stay and if you don't ask your girl she probably know the way , she like my show lights , she wanna be wifey & if she got me she know that she gon be good for life . Pull out 'fo the climax , faster than a high hat sorry baby I don't play & if I did you know that my kids would be balling cause my daughter never gonna meet a nigga like me. My niggas pull up in the rolls Royce like they sell that coke boy shout out the coke boys, they never pray for us , nobody pray for us , nobody pray ...
Yeah that studio bouta go up in flames I think to myself as Anya walks into the kitchen wearing something that she shouldn't be as usual . I put my laptop down and walk into the kitchen to see her bent over in the fridge looking for something .
"Anya what are you doing?" I say turning my head away from her direction;I don't need to see her in this state .
" Looking for food , and you daddy?" The way she called me that made me feel uncomfortable , I don't know if it's cause I'm use to Breeze calling me that or just by Anya's tone. It was weird and I was getting creeped out . Turning around she has packages of ham and cheese and other shit I can't make out in her hands , she has on this small tube top that says choke me daddy in pink glitter with some highwaisted shorts . "why are you staring at me like that? Hungry ?" She says smiling .
" what's your problem with me ? You do know that I'm trying and that I'm not use to this whole father thing and I'm adjusting to it for you and siblings sake . Why do you gotta act like this this ?" Without notice , she charges at me and crashes her lips on to mine , swirling her tongue with mine . I violently push her off of me ash she goes landing to the floor .
" what the fuck is wrong with you ?! Have you lost gotdamn mind ?!" I wipe my mouth and head to the bathroom to splash my face with some cold water . I need to figure out what the fuck just happened . Walking upstairs I hear foot steps trail behind me , before I can turn around to see who it is I feel hands around my waist and something wet on my neck .
"why you acting like this daddy ? You didn't have a problem with it before." Her hands snake down to my zipper and tries to unbuckle my pants. I try my hardest to get loose from her grip but something has a hold on me and won't let me move!
"Abel." She whispers my name in my ear repeatedly until my body starts violently shaking . " Abel wake the fuck up !" My eyes shoot open and I look around to see I'm on the living room couch with the laptop on the floor . I look up and it's the succubus herself wearing exactly what she had on in my dream . " what do you want ?" I answer coldly.
