5sos Imagines

heartbreak||cashton

no this isn't smut ok
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Alcohol.Alcohol everywhere.You thought that now would be a good time to leave but you already smelled like alcohol anyway,Calum was sure to smell it off you.And you weren't looking forward to what he would do to you when he found out.

A few things stopped you from leaving the party.One;you couldn't find your friend that you came with and you didn't know anybody else.

Two;Your friend that you couldn't find was your ride home and even if you found her she would probably be too drunk to drive and you couldn't drive either so therefore you didn't have a ride.

Three:You were trying to delay facing Calum for as long as you could.

You were left with only one option and that was to walk home,in nothing but your short little tight dress and way too high heels in the cold and darkness.It was a good thing Calum hadn't seen you leaving the house in a dress like that.You would be in for a lot of yelling and lecturing and not the playful kind that most couples have.

As soon as you stepped out the door you knew this would be a long walk so you decided to call Calum.He would pick you up because he was your boyfriend and boyfriends were meant to do that kind of stuff,weren't they?...

Before you could think about it much longer you quickly dialled Calum's number and waited for him to answer."What the fuck do you want Y/N,it's 1am"Calum said harshly."Sorry,I'm just at a party and have no way to get home and-"
"You went to a party without telling me?are you fucking stupid?what are you wearing?"he interrupted.You would've been surprised at his outburst but this was always happening.It was nothing unusual.

"It's a dress Calum,but it's not very short I swear"you sighed knowing there was no use in arguing with him."Don't lie to me I know you probably dressed like the whore you are"he jeered.

"Anyway can you come get me or not?"you scoffed,not in the mood for all of this today."No I can't come get you,it's 1am and you didn't even tell me you where going,you have other friends don't you? So call them and don't bother me again"he snapped before cutting you off the line.

You knew by other friends he meant Ashton,he never did trust you and Ashton even though you assured him that there was nothing ever going to happen between the two of you he never believed you so just to piss him off further you would call Ashton to come get you.

You slipped off your heels and began walking barefoot while calling Ashton.You explained the situation to him and he said he would be there.At least that was one person you could always count on.

"Y/N"you heard a familiar voice call before Ashton parked in front of you."Hi"you smiled,quickly slipping into the car,happy to get away from the cold.

"Calum again?huh?"Ashton asked quietly."Yeah,did you even have to ask?"you muttered,rolling your eyes."Can you just take me home though,please? I'm not in the mood to talk about him.Thanks for coming by the way"you whispered,closing your eyes and relaxing."You're never in the mood to talk about Calum..."Ashton trailed off causing you to open your eyes and look at him.He didn't have an amused look on his face,in fact he look pretty pissed off.

"Why are you mad Ash?"you pleaded quietly."Nothing"he snapped.But still he mad no effort to start the car and get going,he just sat there looking thoroughly pissed even though he just said he wasn't.You both sat in silence knowing he would crack eventually and tell you why he was angry.

"Calum's a dickhead"he began."I know"you answered."Then why are you still with him?"he groaned."Because I love him,listen Ash our relationship is none of your business so if you could kindly shut the fuck up-".
"But it is my business.It is my business when you're being hurt,it is my business when someone is treating you like shit.I know this may be hard for you to believe but I'm scared and worried for you one day this is going to get too far you know we're almost done with uni,what if you go off and marry him and then have children with him after uni? You want that monster to father your children? How can he take care of them when he can't even take care of you or himself.He spends most of his money on alcohol and I know he's doing drugs Y/N and I also know he's cheated on you more than once.He is not the right guy for you Y/N.I'll admit at first he was nice you were happy with him but I can see it in your eyes now that you aren't happy and you haven't been for a while now and no matter how much you want things to change I don't think they will Y/N.You may love him but he doesn't deserve you.You deserve someone who will treat you like a fucking queen not throw and shove you around like dirt,not a guy who's fucked up his whole life and is about to fuck yours up too Y/N.I hate seeing you like this,I hate it so much I hate him I hate you guys together.He's not good enough for you he's always hurting you why can't you see it?"Ashton snapped.He didn't meant to yell but as he kept talking his voice just kept getting louder until he was red in the face from yelling and you could swear there was almost a vein popping out of his forehead.It was silent.Partly because Ashton couldn't believe he had finally came out with what he had been holding in for a while now and partly because you knew everything he said was true but that didn't stop you from having that small hope that Calum would change.

"They say it's the ones that love you most that hurt you the most"you whispered."He doesn't love you"Ashton scoffed,starting the car and speeding off.

The ride to the apartment you shared with Calum was silent and awkward,you felt like you should say something but you didn't know where to begin or what to say and Ashton looked like he was having the same problem.When Ashton finally pulled up outside the apartment what felt like 50 years later you both sat in silence but you were the first to break the silence with the sound of you unbuckling your seat belt."He does love me"you whispered,opening your door but before you could get out Ashton spoke up.

"Right okay whatever but next time something like this happens don't bother calling me anymore.I'm done trying to be nice to you and I'm done being in the middle of this and I obviously can't get any sense through your skull so I'm done.Don't call me,don't text me don't anything me about how Calum hurt you again ever again.This time I won't be here to help you,do it your own.After all I do love you and it's the ones that love you most that hurt you most,I believe that is what you said now get the fuck out of my car."

You didn't need to be told twice.You rushed up the stairs with tears streaming down your face,hoping that if Calum was feeling nice he might make you feel better and tell you everything was okay but now that you thought about it,it had been a long time since he was feeling nice.That thought didn't stop you from rushing into the apartment calling Calum's name.But as soon as you opened the apartment door your whole word came crashing down and your heart broke into a million little pieces.All you could see in your head now was now the image of Calum and some girl on your couch.He couldn't wiggle his was out of this one now because you had actually seen it with your own two eyes and you wished you could erase the image from your mind.He hadn't even noticed you,neither had the girl but maybe it was better this way.

You ran out of the apartment,nearly tripping over your own two feet hoping to still catch Ashton.He saw you running with tear stained cheeks and he didn't think twice before getting out of the car and coming towards you.You ran straight into his chest and his arms came around you and held you tight.He didn't say anything.Words weren't necessary.

"I'm sorry,you were right I'm so sorry.Are you mad at me Ash?please don't be.I'm so sorry you were right.He doesn't love me."you managed to choke out.

"It doesn't matter,I love you"he answered.

"Don't say those words to me Ash,don't say it love isn't real stop saying it"you cried.

"Then how would you explain how I feel about you?its love baby and it's real and I mean it when I say it,I'm not like Calum"he murmured.

"Don't say it Ashton please don't"you begged.But Ashton never listened."I love you"he whispered.You didn't want to hear those words because they were the same words Calum said to you and he never meant it but coming from Ashton it felt like it had a whole new meaning.

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Hi guys sorry it's been a while...😅 wow okay I swear this chapter just like wrote itself I mean when I planned to write it,it wasn't meant to end like this but too late now whoops ...it sort of just happened¿....
This was very rushed though and Badly written ok sorry the next one will be better

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