You bought me into this world,
Brought me up with love and care,
Gave me the best of education,
You did the best and more for me...
Taught me the difference between good and bad,
Taught me all i needed to know to survive this life,
You taught me to live life to the fullest...
Corrected me when i was wrong,
Showed me the right path in life to follow,
I did my best to stay on the right path no matter the difficulties,
But i wasn't strong enough...
I made a mistake, I slipped, failed...
I realized it was all my fault,
I apologized,
You said so many things to me that day,
Words that hurt me so badly and deeply,
Words that still play in my mind and still hurt more than ever...
It hurts even more now thats its in the past...
Everytime you hint at something it opens old wounds...
It only goes to show that you haven't forgotten about it,
You didn't realize the effect your words had on me, the effect it has on me...
Since that day, ever since that incident however unfortunate, was an eye opener for me to know that you hold onto the past and don't forget and forgive...
From that day on, i changed and sometimes at night i wonder had this all not happened, would i have been the person i am today? Or would i have been different, more carefree, independent and happy?
I made a mistake and broke your trust,
As time passed, you said you trust me but you don't...
Its true trust once broken can't be restored but the person can at least be a little understanding
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Struggles & Smiles
PuisiThoughts about life and things that we learn, things that come our way and that life isn't always a bed of roses and all of us have our fair share of thorns to deal with.
