Marauders headcanons

#7 Sirius's feelings

Sirius has this big image and stereotype around him.
He is a prankster, he is hot, he is good with girls, a player and he is good at quidditch.
People think he is never serious.

And yes, of course that is a big part of who he is. But that is the outside. That is what all the people at school see.
But his real friends know more.

He is caring and loyal and loving. He is often funny, but can also be serious and deep. He can study. He is sometimes dorky and nerdy. He may have had some shortlasting relationships without much love, but he was not a player. He didn't play with anyone's feelings. Except maybe his own feelings sometimes.

Because he does have a lot of feelings. Sadness and anger about family problems and their fights. Love for his friends. Passion for quidditch. Interest for most school subjects. And later fear for fighting against death eaters and Voldemort.

But his feelings are hidden behind his cool guy image.