My first, and maybe, just maybe, my last true love ❤

Chapter 10

Amanda's POV

"Luke?"

That was all I could come up with at the moment. I went down the stairs and stood in front of him.

"Amanda?" He asked.

All I could do was stare. The perfect, caring, sweet amazing guy I had fallen in love with was right in front of me once again. However I didn't know what to do. Part of me wanted to hug him and kiss him and never let him go. But the other part of me wanted to slap him and yell at him for leaving me. I didn't have to decide tough. Before I realized it he was kissing me. His arms snaked around my waist as he pulled me closer. I rested my hand on his neck but I couldn't get myself to kiss him back. He realized that and pulled away. I could see the sadness in his eyes.

"Why did you leave me?" I asked softer than I intended to.

I looked down not daring to look into his eyes.

He lifted my head softly with his hand and looked into my eyes.

"You know I didn't want to." He replied, his eyes getting glossy. "You know I never wanted to leave. You know I never wanted to leave YOU."

He rested his forehead on mine. I didn't know what to do.

"I'm not saying everything is going to be alright all of sudden. And I know you probably moved on. But I swear I'm going to find a way to win your heart back. But before I really need to know. Will you ever be able to forgive me?"

"I don't know." I replied pulling away. "There's many things I don't know."

I couldn't bare to stay there another second. I turned around and ran up the stairs. I ran into the street. I headed towards the only place I knew. A park near my house. It was around 7 and it was getting dark so there wasn't anyone there. I made my way to one on the swings and sat down. I didn't even try holding them back. I let every single tear fall freely.

"My life is so pathetic and horrible" I tough.

"Amanda" I heard someone say my name.

I saw Teo there. His short sleeve button down shirt was all over the place. He looked slightly out of breath.

"Amanda, what's wrong?" He asked getting down on his knees right in front of me.

"Nothing" I said trying to wipe my tears away, but they just kept coming.

"Well obviously there's something wrong." He said looking into my eyes. "It's ok if you don't want to talk about it."

"I'm sorry it's just tha-"

"You have nothing to apologize for. And I understand. I hope someday you can trust me with your story." He replied smiling.

I hugged him tight. "Thank you Teo." I said crying into his shoulder.

"Please don't cry." He whispered.

"That's what I hate."

"What?"

"That's the thing about pain, it demands to be felt." I replied using a tfios quote.

"Your a really hard person to comfort." He replied smiling.

A/N: Sorry! But I'm a really big fan of The Fault In Our Stars!